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I dreamed of times long passed and people long gone. One of those dreams that feel so real that upon waking, you're momentarily tricked into believing it's actually reality. I'm feeling confused and conflicted and remembering when I last felt like a whole person. I'm hoping that someday, if even for a fleeting moment, I feel that way again.
 
Retrospectively, I would've never expected myself to end up in situations where I'd actively deny chances for social interaction.
 
Tell you guys what I feel right now - jealousy! Never been a jealous person - ever. But Martin my bro has only gone and got a deal with our media provider and got an iPhone 6 Plus - for free - and on unlimited got the latest phone for just £20 a month. This latest iPhone costs a flipping bomb, and the jammy bugger has only gone and got its 64 GB version. How did he do it? I've no idea. But Ima jealous mouse. :(
 
I got an early birthday present of a cold from my mum.. so I'm all snuffly and just hoping it goes away soon, especially as I have plans to go out Monday. Hate feeling sick.
 
Well, Past is gone, present is hurting and I am thinking...Will the future too hurt me? I can think of it to some extent but, yeah, it is always like this and it will be always like this forever.
 
Indulgence in Past will only bring Pain. Living in future only brings more Worries. Living in present that's what Life living for.

Don't be lonely, Mouse. I'm here. Here is another one for you...

*Dragon Hug*
 
Somehow, the whole family doesn't want to talk to me, so there's no one I can talk to that I can trust. What did I do? What do I have to lose at this point? Going to have to get used to the cold feeling of no love for the rest of my life I suppose
 
Really wish i could keep my sleep straight. Thought for sure yesterday i had it flipped back to the human side of things, daylight all that groovey kewl stuff. Now i guess im gonna be waking up at 2 am the rest of the week lol. I enjoy the quiet its peaceful but i just think im getting a little overwhelmed with it. Having trouble concentrating, it takes me forever to get through a movie now i pause it like 50 times to check forums and other websites. Need to work on that and the amount of tea and sodas i drink, really getting rediculous.
 
It will likely piss you off, because you will see it as me trying to control you again, but I think it needs to be said and done, considering everything that's going on and how ******* stubborn you are.
 
PenDragon said:
Indulgence in Past will only bring Pain. Living in future only brings more Worries. Living in present that's what Life living for.

Don't be lonely, Mouse. I'm here. Here is another one for you...

*Dragon Hug*

I am so grateful for your patience with me this morning while morning sickness took its toll. And you gave me Hope where some in my family just pushed me away from them.

*Mouse Hug*



My hope is for September when all the months of waiting will be over.
 
I guess I could go with another bath right now...I really didn't know what I was missing out on for the past two years.
 
TheRealCallie said:
Rodent said:
I guess I could go with another bath right now...I really didn't know what I was missing out on for the past two years.

Is there bubbles and wine involved?

There were bubbles but sadly no wine. Budget issues. But I suppose inhaling enough essential oils eventually gives the same effect...
 

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