Butterfly 2
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You need new neighbors so you can enjoy life! I have lived where people are crappy and it's miserable. Thankfully the majority here are very nice and kind.
Because it is still on your mind and you are still curious about it.Several years ago around the holidays an older couple was murdered in this area and they immediately said they thought it was a family member and the public wasn't in danger. Flash Forward several years and the crime was never solved. Just confusing. And why am I having such gruesome thoughts on Christmas?
Is there no hope Melli?It's Christmas and I shared the day with a friend, who is making me feel bad all the time and ppl in a stationary treatment I hardly know. It reminds me of how lonely I am and how ill. I am living at the edge of society, unable to pull myself out and to get more healthy. In Belgium there is the possibility to get assisted suicide for ppl Like me with chronical, also mental illnesses. I would try to get it, every day is so painful.
Sadly, we don't have that here. You have to do it old school.
I'm sorry you are feeling so bad. Please try to focus on trying to do something enjoyable.It's Christmas and I shared the day with a friend, who is making me feel bad all the time and ppl in a stationary treatment I hardly know. It reminds me of how lonely I am and how ill. I am living at the edge of society, unable to pull myself out and to get more healthy. In Belgium there is the possibility to get assisted suicide for ppl Like me with chronical, also mental illnesses. I would try to get it, every day is so painful.
Sadly, we don't have that here. You have to do it old school.
There is always hope. But I made therapy for 16 years and now they gave me a new diagnoses, which is even harder, and Im on a waiting list for a special treatment. I don't know how long I still need therapy. It's so severe and hard to change.Is there no hope Melli?
Aw Jesse... did you wind up finishing it?!I am remembering making this bench, feeling that had it not been a surprise she could have given me instructions before I built it how she didn't want it, thinking how I can alter it without damaging the finish, and hoping I don't have to build it a third time.
That about covers it. Will I have it done today? Most likely... if I can stay away from the computer.
Not yet. I had to replace some pieces. Stain and finish slowed it down. I have hope to finish it today.Aw Jesse... did you wind up finishing it?!
I'm sorry. But I know. Right? It's bad enough that it is a Sunday and a holiday on top of it and then a new year.A new year and still feeling as low as i did the previous year
So... I got it to the same state it was Christmas morning... only altered. Tomorrow I'll put in a floor and some structural supports and it will be all done.Not yet. I had to replace some pieces. Stain and finish slowed it down. I have hope to finish it today.
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