What are you feeling, hoping, thinking, or remembering right now?

[user 164061]

Just feeling more and more tired/hopeless as the seconds go by

 

[user 164061]

I know i am a loser, but even i deserve better than this ****

 

[NoxApex(N/A)]

I downloaded an experimental program/app for musicians that's meant to be used as an education tool.
It's cool because it uses AI generation to reverse-engineer a Mastered piece of music and separates it into multi-tracking.

I wanted to use it to learn how to play a song, but due to the effects and layering of the song I wanted to learn, the AI can't process that specific section of the song.

It's a cool program/app, just I can't use it for exactly what I wanted to use it for.
However, that the tech is there is honestly cool asf.

Because normally to do that, it'd be a rather rigorous manual process just to get instrumental isolation and multi-tracking.

If anyone would like to experiment with it let me know and I'll send you a link, it's only in the trial version and requires an internet connection, but it's otherwise free with an email sign-up.

 

[Finished]

I know i am a loser, but even i deserve better than this ****

You are NOT a loser! And yes you deserve better then that ****!

 

[user 164061]

You are NOT a loser! And yes you deserve better then that ****!

Thanks for always supporting me. It means a lot to me

 

[user 139760]

I know i am a loser, but even i deserve better than this ****

Hey, the Losers are AWESOME, man. Wear the tag and wear it with PRIDE.

 

[TheRealCallie]

I remember when this place used to be an honestly caring, friendly place that felt like a family and a home. Now it's just a joke. It's sad to see what has become of the legacy Bjarne created.

 

[TropicalStarfish]

I remember when this place used to be an honestly caring, friendly place that felt like a family and a home. Now it's just a joke. It's sad to see what has become of the legacy Bjarne created.

I very often feel much the same. I didn't really know Bjarne, personally, though. Been a few years. We're senior ALLers.

The world is what we make of it, though.

I just remembered one particular member, I forget what their name was; but, I think they started a thread with this one...


heh..

 

[Abstamyous]

Alexa told me it was always looking for ideas on how to improve. I told it to Google Herbert Televox.

 

[user 189843]

I remember when this place used to be an honestly caring, friendly place that felt like a family and a home. Now it's just a joke. It's sad to see what has become of the legacy Bjarne created.

I was here under a different name back in 2016, and yeah compared to back then this place is pretty much dead now. People seemed more willing to talk then, and seemed more supportive. I've had at least 2 accounts deleted from here in the past, and already I've considered leaving yet again because it's just not the same. I felt a little out of place here even back then, and I just feel even more out of place here now.

 

[user 135067]

I am amazed.
I dropped my coffee mug while cleaning it.
I've had this mug for like 9 or 10 years, never dropped it before.
There's a spot where the paint seems to have worn down, but that's about it, otherwise it's a fine mug.
Well, I dropped it, and it BOUNCED like 3 times to my surprise.
No cracks. No scratches. It's totally fine.
I thought this thing was ceramic.
Feels, sounds, and looks ceramic.
I guess there's more metal to it than I knew.
Either that, or physics yields before me.

I've seen that before. I dated a waitress. She was getting cups to set out on a table. Her hands full she dropped one on the tile floor. It bounced back up and she snagged out of the air. No damage.

She sure was cute with her face all surprised.

 

[TheSkaFish]

Feeling trapped. I can't think of a single way forward that doesn't end with me in misery, in some way or another.

Feeling annoyed that some folks would probably consider me a "bad decision maker", but it's pretty hard to make good decisions when none of your options are any good.

Feeling afraid that everything, like whether you can be a successful or interesting person, is predetermined by genetics, and annoyed/angry because of it.

 

[user 189843]

Feeling trapped. I can't think of a single way forward that doesn't end with me in misery, in some way or another.

Feeling annoyed that some folks would probably consider me a "bad decision maker", but it's pretty hard to make good decisions when none of your options are any good.

Feeling afraid that everything, like whether you can be a successful or interesting person, is predetermined by genetics, and annoyed/angry because of it.

That pretty much sums me up too. I mean almost word for word that sounds like something I would say, though I'd probably never actually say it because I know too many people would be quick to judge especially those that don't know me.

 

[TheSkaFish]

That pretty much sums me up too. I mean almost word for word that sounds like something I would say, though I'd probably never actually say it because I know too many people would be quick to judge especially those that don't know me.

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling that way. I've been stuck like this for a while.

I think it helps at least a little to be able to get things off your chest though.

As far as the people who would judge either you or me though, they can f*** off.
I'm tired of that kind of person, who just so happens to be good at the right things, who just so happens to have the right personality, and who is unable and unwilling to see things from a perspective outside their own.
They act so smug and obnoxious, because it's always been so easy for them to fit in.
They clearly don't think they owe anyone any decency, because they think they are superior beings, so I'm done thinking I owe them any, either.

 

[user 135067]

I just found a Youtube channel called Academic Lesson. It's basically collage courses in video form. I was about to get into their 12 hour video on Quantum Mechanics when I saw one on SQL. I need me some SQL.

They are mostly math and computer courses. I'm thinking it never hurts to learn something new. They have several courses I'll be looking at. If it turns out to be bovine feces I'll let you know.

 

[user 189843]

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling that way. I've been stuck like this for a while.

I think it helps at least a little to be able to get things off your chest though.

As far as the people who would judge either you or me though, they can f*** off.
I'm tired of that kind of person, who just so happens to be good at the right things, who just so happens to have the right personality, and who is unable and unwilling to see things from a perspective outside their own.
They act so smug and obnoxious, because it's always been so easy for them to fit in.
They clearly don't think they owe anyone any decency so I'm done thinking I owe them any, either.

Yeah it's been a while for me too. I keep coming back to places like this (this is like my 3rd account here) thinking I might be able to get things off my chest, though it rarely helps and I usually end up leaving and/or deleting the accounts.

And yeah those people can feck off. I usually ignore them, yet at times it can be hard to do. You pretty much nailed the way I see them too, so there's not much I can add to that.

 

[user 135067]

SOMEBODY sprinkled deity condemned white stuff all over my driveway.

Which one of ya done it. Fess up, you rectums. Be a humping man.





ETA: Ya know... it's really not the same without the proper profanity.

 

[TheRealCallie]

SOMEBODY sprinkled deity condemned white stuff all over my driveway.

Which one of ya done it. Fess up, you rectums. Be a humping man.





ETA: Ya know... it's really not the same without the proper profanity.

It was probably my fault. I keep asking for snow, but it never quite hits where I live.

 

[user 189843]

Feeling alone, hoping for someone to talk to, thinking I won't find it, and remembering a time when I didn't care if I was alone or not.

 

[Adamridge79]

Honestly? I think we lost the baby with the bathwater. So many prides this site has. I'm the one who goes down with the murder fire ship sinking. Integrity. Or, I'm lazy. Probably the latter.