What are you feeling, hoping, thinking, or remembering right now?

[Peaches]

feeling ill, hoping to get better, thinking that I MUST do today all the work that I didn't do in the last three days, my memory is getting really bad, how is that?

Oh no.. get well soon, Peaches. :\

maybe a couple months still

 

[ladyforsaken]

^Awww *hugs* you hang in there.

 

[Mr.YellowCat]

I dont like how people are looking at me when I go alone to the cinema
They must think I´m a weirdo. I should assure them by doing something crazy during the movie!

 

[Bei]

^ That made me smile.

I'm feeling a bit like a crazy person, I'm hoping that all the sadness is really going to be worth it one day, I'm thinking it might all be my fault, and I'm remembering that I need to remind myself that people do care about me.

 

[constant stranger]

I dont like how people are looking at me when I go alone to the cinema
They must think I´m a weirdo. I should assure them by doing something crazy during the movie!

I go to see films by myself every weekend, always matinees, and I almost wish people would look at me as if I was weird. Actually they usually ignore me as if I'm invisible, probably because they're young, in groups or in pairs and have lives of their own......middle aged solitary guys are about as relevant as a piece of furniture.

 

[Locke]

I'm feeling alone in the world, hoping that what happened today never happens again, thinking of ways to distract myself, and remembering someone who used to care.

But tomorrow is a new day, and things will get better as long as I keep trying to make them better. There is nothing I can do about today.

 

[ladyforsaken]

I'm feeling a bit like a crazy person, I'm hoping that all the sadness is really going to be worth it one day, I'm thinking it might all be my fault, and I'm remembering that I need to remind myself that people do care about me.

Yes, people do care.

I'm feeling alone in the world, hoping that what happened today never happens again, thinking of ways to distract myself, and remembering someone who used to care.

But tomorrow is a new day, and things will get better as long as I keep trying to make them better. There is nothing I can do about today.

Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for you, Locke.

 

[EveWasFramed]

Hoping that tomorrow is a better day for Locke.

 

[Mr.YellowCat]

Why do people have to question the decisions I make.
Sometimes when I wake up there are just things I can not do. And why do they have to question me not doing something? Why cant they just accept that I said "I´m not doing it today"?
I dont like explaining myself when its just the feeling. I cant just explain my feeling to them, the feeling of "I dont feel like doing it". This drives me mad.

 

[Pike Queen]

Hoping that a fish in my aquarium that I believe to be sick will be okay. :/

 

[MTrip]

I dont like how people are looking at me when I go alone to the cinema
They must think I´m a weirdo. I should assure them by doing something crazy during the movie!

Suggestions for future trips to the movies:

• Bring a sock puppet with you, & keep a conversation going with it.
• Wear your shirt tied around your head & your shoes in a backpack. Hey, the sign said "No shirt, no shoes, no service". You got 'em with you!
• Try to bring in your own food, & when challenged by the staff, defend your position. "The snack bar's prices are outrageous. Besides, I figured Chinese takeout was perfect for 'Mulan'."
• Go dressed like one of the movie's characters--exactly. (This works best with a flick like "Avatar".)
• Go wearing shoes, socks, underwear & a trenchcoat. Be sure to smile dementedly!
• Can you juggle? Bring a set of juggling balls & do it in the lobby. (You might also bring a tip jar.)
• Go to a foreign film & speak only in a Swedish chef voice.

 

[LeaningIntoTheMuse]

I'm remembering how insecure I was when I was a teenager.

I would have gone back now, and told myself then, that things will change and for the better.

 

[Mr.YellowCat]

I dont like how people are looking at me when I go alone to the cinema
They must think I´m a weirdo. I should assure them by doing something crazy during the movie!

Suggestions for future trips to the movies:

• Bring a sock puppet with you, & keep a conversation going with it.
• Wear your shirt tied around your head & your shoes in a backpack. Hey, the sign said "No shirt, no shoes, no service". You got 'em with you!
• Try to bring in your own food, & when challenged by the staff, defend your position. "The snack bar's prices are outrageous. Besides, I figured Chinese takeout was perfect for 'Mulan'."
• Go dressed like one of the movie's characters--exactly. (This works best with a flick like "Avatar".)
• Go wearing shoes, socks, underwear & a trenchcoat. Be sure to smile dementedly!
• Can you juggle? Bring a set of juggling balls & do it in the lobby. (You might also bring a tip jar.)
• Go to a foreign film & speak only in a Swedish chef voice.

Love the first one
Puppet: ,,Dont kiss her! Dude! She is not worth it! She doesnt deserve it!"
Me: Whispering ,,Psst! Keep quiet people are watching the movie..
Puppet: ,,I dont care that bitch totally ignored him she deserves to suffer!"
Me: Whispering ,,Please, people are starting to take notice.."
Puppet: ,,I dont give a crap they are thinking the same!"
Stranger: ,,Hey can you please be quiet we are trying to watch a movie here"
Puppet: ,,Go **** yourself weirdo, who do you think you are!?"
Me: ,,I´m so sorry sir he had a rough relationship lately"
Puppet: ,,And I totally dumped you! Dont apologize for me, I can take him!"
Me: ,,Really sorry sir" Holding the mouth of the puppet ,,I dont know why I agreed to see this movie, I wanted to take him to a Silvester Stallone movie"
Puppet: Frees himself - starts crying ,,Why do you always do this to me, I just wanted to watch the movie peacefully"
Stranger: threatning ,,Should I call the staff?"
Puppet: ,,Yeah! Call it! Are you all hearing it?! He is an emotional vampire! Abuse! Abuse!"

And so on.....

 

[Triple Bogey]

feeling tired
Hoping I get some luck for a change
thinking it's time for bed
remembering when somebody cared

 

[ladyforsaken]

Hoping that a fish in my aquarium that I believe to be sick will be okay. :/

Aww get well soon dear fish. :\

 

[Pike Queen]

^ Thank you ladyforsaken. ^_^


Remembering how a year ago today, I was diagnosed with Leukemia. Today will be a much better, cancer free Halloween!

 

[9006]

Remembering how a year ago today, I was diagnosed with Leukemia. Today will be a much better, cancer free Halloween!

Happy to hear that.

 

[MTrip]

Happy Halloween, ladies & gentlefreaks!

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[ladyforsaken]

Remembering how a year ago today, I was diagnosed with Leukemia. Today will be a much better, cancer free Halloween!

That's awesome.

 

[Mr.YellowCat]

I wish for people that are on this forum to be happy someday. I´d like to know one day that you people smile.
I´m sad I keep reading how you are sad. I dont want you people to be sad.


And I wish I had no obligations. I mean those unbreakable obligations, that one has to hold no matter his feel, no matter if he wants to, no matter if he can. He still has to hold up to the obligations. I cant wish them to be gone. But at the same time I want them to live as long as possible. But I cant wait for the moment I´m freed of them. I´m a bad bad person. I´m a bad bad selfish person.