I'm feeling unwanted, I hope that I stop coming last to someone soon, but I'm thinking things probably won't change. I keep remembering how nice it was to have this person as such a good and genuine friend.....She still is sometimes, but only when nobody else is around. So much for all the nice things she used to say and the reassurances she used to give me, and still says she means. Actions speak louder than words though, right? (nobody from here).