What are you thinking right now?

[Broken_Doll]

I keep thinking about what I posted, saying how I feel like I shouldn't like somebody the way I do (it's by no means a "romantic" feeling, as such, more like we have "sexual feelings" towards each other)... It's been around 8 years since we first met, I was really hoping my feelings for him would have faded away by now but they haven't. We sat down and talked properly for the first time in a while, at first it felt great to have that chat and I felt a little more positive but now I just feel down about it all again. I don't really want to make a whole thread about it all, I'd feel kind of obliged to talk about it then, because I wouldn't want to start a pointless thread where I'm really vague and say sod all.

Un-related: I'm sooooooooooooooo impatient and slightly nervous. Damn it, I have to tidy up my house, don't want to make a bad impression.

I think I have some sort of unhealthy "complex". Perhaps I over think things though.

 

[Trent]

mmm delicious!

apparently cleaning, packing, and organizing for two days straight creates pregnancy-like cravings.

or so i speculate, as i enjoy this crispy and delicious "peanut butter toast topped with salted tomato slices"

yep, i ain't ashamed

*crumble-chew* this is some good ****

 

[Okiedokes]

Wonders why there's a sense of undeserving for nothing I've done, but for awhile that's just how I viewed things as so maybe it just keeps on going. A sense of guilt for just being who I am. Like I'm a burden or something.

 

[VanillaCreme]

Why is that all you ever talk about? Holy ****... Go get kidnapped or something... There has to be something ******* else that happens to you... Christ me...

 

[WallflowerGirl83]

When is this pain going to stop? Why does everyone treat me like crap? I'm so nice and yet people roll their eyes at me... it's annoying me. I never did no harm to them...

 

[Barbaloot]

I don't know what I'll do with myself when the time comes. It doesn't look good. She's so precious to me.

*hug*... I'm so sorry dear.


I'm thinking that I'm really glad she wants to reschedule. Tonight would have been too much.

 

[ladyforsaken]

That this forum is not a safe place, like I thought it would be.

Hmm, I'm just thinking right now as I read this, why do you say so bodeilla? Hope nothing unpleasant has happened to you on here. :\

 

[Okiedokes]

WHAT THE....

Yeah, I'm losing my mind. lol.

 

[lolgirl]

life sucks

 

[wolf359]

^Ditto

 

[ladyforsaken]

I. am. so. freezing. cold.
How am I going to survive UK weather in Nov/Dec??

 

[The Good Citizen]

You leave the forum for a few weeks, you come back and all the usernames have changed...

Where Have All the Cowboys Gone?

 

[EveWasFramed]

You leave the forum for a few weeks, you come back and all the usernames have changed...

Where Have All the Cowboys Gone?

I ate them. With BBQ sauce.

 

[WishingWell]

My Faith in God is really strong, but some times when something bad happens to someone that is so good and is already having issues that are very upsetting and depressing, I have to wonder, what the heck is He thinking? I always say when one door closes another one opens, so I sure hope to God that He is getting ready to open a new door quickly for my dearest Friend.

 

[ladyforsaken]

My Faith in God is really strong, but some times when something bad happens to someone that is so good and is already having issues that are very upsetting and depressing, I have to wonder, what the heck is He thinking? I always say when one door closes another one opens, so I sure hope to God that He is getting ready to open a new door quickly for my dearest Friend.

Amen.

 

[The Good Citizen]

You leave the forum for a few weeks, you come back and all the usernames have changed...

Where Have All the Cowboys Gone?

I ate them. With BBQ sauce.

Flaneur, Callie, Ledia, Leaning into the Muse, Hoffy AK5... haven't seen a post in a while.

All gone...:shy:

All gobbled up by Eve...:shy:

...I bet they gave you indigestion!

 

[EveWasFramed]

I'd hide if I were you. You could be next.

 

[The Good Citizen]

*Grabs the BBQ sauce*

 

[The Good Citizen]

Time for an Avatar change...

 

[VanillaCreme]

Don't expect what you think you want is what you need.