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Seven hours until the end of shift then six days off.

I'd kind of like to go for a swim in the lake tomorrow while its snowing.
 
I keep thinking I should stop making excuses not to see people, otherwise I'll have no friends left...

I really hope the weather is nice tomorrow (well today, as it's past midnight now).

I usually can't sleep without either a stuffed animal or a person next to me, but since we all moved in together (me, younger brother, our older sister, our mother - sister's boyfriend and their 2 small children who I mentioned them above) my sister's little cat Missy has taken a shine to me and every night she comes to sleep in my bedroom - so I now fall asleep and wake with a very fluffy little cat padding around nuzzling my face and rolling around purring on my bed, it's delightful and suddenly I am sleeping much better. <3

The man next door - I was with my 3 year old nephew and 1 year old niece in our back garden and I hear this dude yelling out the window "Shut the **** up" and something else unintelligible, like it was directed at us, I couldn't see what else his vileness could have been directed at - it was around 14:00, afternoon for **** sake. Nothing makes me rage more than the idea of somebody messing with my babies (when I talk of "my babies" I mean my animal companions and the children in my life).

I just really want somebody to talk to me until I fall asleep sometimes, like my ex used to (if we weren't together he'd call me up and we'd talk quietly about silly things until I fell asleep)... :(

http://metro.co.uk/2013/04/04/tate-...venden-convicted-of-child-sex-crimes-3582801/ < This.
Sooooo, they've only just noticed/realised that Graham Ovenden is a paedophile?!?!? Are they for ******* real? o_O His work has been "widely shown" for over 40 years and they have only recently removed some of his works from the Tate? Come the **** on people, one look at Graham Ovenden's art work and I knew something was up immediately, I don't see how much more ******* obvious it could be, really. *Big eye roll*
 
Up at 5 am. Going to ruin the rest of my time here. I hate colds. I want a kiss and a cuddle.

I wonder who won the golf?
 
I feel weird. Especially lately. I cannot quite articulate it. I suppose it is like being stuck. That, and feeling like a fraud who deserves none of the success, albeit limited, that he has achieved.

I can and should be doing better. How? Well that is a good question.

Also, it is earlier than it feels for some reason tonight.

Ramble ramble.
 

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