What are you thinking right now?

[VanillaCreme]

I'll just know from now on that you really don't know what to say to people. Really... Do you think I want to hear something like that...

 

[Okiedokes]

Really... lol.

 

[Blush]

Ugh yesssss chocolate cake. :'3

 

[OddlyUnique]

That I need to stop shutting people out when they want to get close

 

[painter's radio]

That I need to stop shutting people out when they want to get close

It's a trap! :club:


I am sunburnt like a LOBSTER.

 

[mountainvista]

That I need to stop shutting people out when they want to get close

Yes. I do this too. I am finding myself doing it now, even though I know that it is not good, and I am trying not to do it, but it is a lifelong pattern of behavior, and very difficult to throw off. >:|

 

[OddlyUnique]

That I need to stop shutting people out when they want to get close

Yes. I do this too. I am finding myself doing it now, even though I know that it is not good, and I am trying not to do it, but it is a lifelong pattern of behavior, and very difficult to throw off. >:|

Yes, I've been doing this for the past few weeks. It's always easy for new people to come into my life. But I find that I get angry & I say & do things that makes them go away all for the sake of being afraid to let them get any closer. It's caused pain not only to me but to them

 

[mountainvista]

That I need to stop shutting people out when they want to get close

Yes. I do this too. I am finding myself doing it now, even though I know that it is not good, and I am trying not to do it, but it is a lifelong pattern of behavior, and very difficult to throw off. >:|

Yes, I've been doing this for the past few weeks. It's always easy for new people to come into my life. But I find that I get angry & I say & do things that makes them go away all for the sake of being afraid to let them get any closer. It's caused pain not only to me but to them

I don't get angry and push others away that way at the start, I tend to withdraw, fade away, run away etc. FANTASTIC. :/

 

[Okiedokes]

hmm.. any sense of feeling that I'm too much or a problem and I seem to withdraw. I try to be respectful and that's I guess one way I make sure of it.

 

[OddlyUnique]

That I need to stop shutting people out when they want to get close

Yes. I do this too. I am finding myself doing it now, even though I know that it is not good, and I am trying not to do it, but it is a lifelong pattern of behavior, and very difficult to throw off. >:|

Yes, I've been doing this for the past few weeks. It's always easy for new people to come into my life. But I find that I get angry & I say & do things that makes them go away all for the sake of being afraid to let them get any closer. It's caused pain not only to me but to them

I don't get angry and push others away that way at the start, I tend to withdraw, fade away, run away etc. FANTASTIC. :/

I'm in cosmetology school & I love it. I've met a ton of people that I really like. And have gotten close to a few of the girls. About a week ago a girl made a comment and after that I have been withdrawing. I won't say much to them or I'll go keep myself busy. Anything to get away from them because I just feel like I'm getting attached. We always talk about going to places together but I jump in and say no. I won't make an excuse I'll just literally say no. And I know sometimes I come off as a bitch. But today it was overwhelming and I just got too frustrated with myself. I get tired of how I make these great friendships & then make my departure.

Yes, I have friends outside of school, friends I've known for years. I just feel like maybe for the newer ones that are trying to come into m life I'm just not trying to give it a chance especially at a school. I'm used to having just acquaintances & when I'm done doing what I need, going my seperate ways. So it just seems like having the extra with the friendship just makes it idk.

I'm not used to talking about my feelings to this extent so I'm not always good at explaining what I'm trying to say. At least when it comes to talking about something to do with deep, inner feelings

 

[*Sammy*]

I wish i could feel better within myself more... ah well keep trying... always worried about many people on here lately *hugs all*

 

[ladyforsaken]

Wish I was doing better things really. What am I doing?

 

[EveWasFramed]

I wish I could get my **** together... or at least do a better job of it and move a little quicker at it.

 

[Edward W]

... always worried about many people on here lately *hugs all*

Yes, that does start to happen doesn't it.

 

[9006]

It looks like I'll need a new copy.

 

[VanillaCreme]

You don't even know how to have a conversation, do you? Not everything is a debate, and you don't always have to be right about everything. Conquering every little thought that everyone has is not what you need to do in order to talk to someone. No wonder I don't want to talk to you half the time. I learned to literally walk away from you.

 

[Shipster0958]

I already have things that I need to get done.

 

[Jéssica Soares]

I really need to study ... but I can't x'D

 

[Shipster0958]

I really need to study ... but I can't x'D

I'll trade you studying for cleaning!

 

[Jéssica Soares]

I really need to study ... but I can't x'D

I'll trade you studying for cleaning!

ahah, I'm not sure of what's better x)