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GraceBlossom
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have I been asleep for the last year :\
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VanillaCreme
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There's so many thoughts going through my mind, I don't know which one to pick.
ladyforsaken
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VanillaCreme said:
You could write everything down.
That actually reminds me of Broken_Doll - she's one known to write a list of her thoughts down always. Wonder how she's doing. Hope you're doing all right, Doll.
Scotsman
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I'm not going to apologise for something that you've imagined. If you want to be obtuse then just carry on being obtuse. I'm not wondering any longer. Full stop.
VanillaCreme
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Nasty ass cat...
Shipster0958
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Tax-free weekend...why did I go out shopping?
Broken_Doll
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1. I put on make up pretty much every day now, not because of societal/media pressures etc., because I have nothing better to do some days and being "pretty" is stupidly important to me, perhaps it's because it's the only thing going for me.
2. I'm sick of being awake all night, nights like these I used to do something productive, like pick my laundry off of the floor, except these days I can't be ******* bothered so I just sit here and mope instead.
3. I've been pretty much stoned daily recently. Being stoned means I can't be arsed to go top myself, let alone get up to do so should I even wish it.
4. Do I need to get out more/spend less time online, like get a life? Guess what, I don't care, *******.
5. Every day I'm managing to eat less and less, skip a meal or so here and there... It's brilliant.
6. After roughly 6 months of no self harming: it's started again.
7. Daily dizziness/faintness/nausea, oh joy!
8. I'm honestly ******* disappointed when there's no chores to do around the house some days, come on, for fresia sake let me wash some dishes so I can feel like I've accomplished something today that doesn't involve puking/skipping meals/getting dressed/getting out of bed (yes, even these last 2 can be a challenge with depression).
2. I'm sick of being awake all night, nights like these I used to do something productive, like pick my laundry off of the floor, except these days I can't be ******* bothered so I just sit here and mope instead.
3. I've been pretty much stoned daily recently. Being stoned means I can't be arsed to go top myself, let alone get up to do so should I even wish it.
4. Do I need to get out more/spend less time online, like get a life? Guess what, I don't care, *******.
5. Every day I'm managing to eat less and less, skip a meal or so here and there... It's brilliant.
6. After roughly 6 months of no self harming: it's started again.
7. Daily dizziness/faintness/nausea, oh joy!
8. I'm honestly ******* disappointed when there's no chores to do around the house some days, come on, for fresia sake let me wash some dishes so I can feel like I've accomplished something today that doesn't involve puking/skipping meals/getting dressed/getting out of bed (yes, even these last 2 can be a challenge with depression).
ladyforsaken
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So much for honesty and friendship. Thanks for the hurt.
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Retrospective81
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ladyforsaken said:
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Shipster0958
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Scotsman said:
I'd rather be acute than obtuse.
Lippy_Kid
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There should be a new humanist movement that is run with the fervency of a religious one where people can attend and feel part of something bigger than themselves and addresses issues that matters to them. Encouraging an alternative lifestyle based on charitable work, environmentally aware and advocating acceptance and tolerance. One which encourages people to engage with each other and feel they can make a difference, maybe like the peace movement of the 60's but with more focus (and less drugs).
Dunno just something you can buy into and feel a part of but doesn't involve a belief in a higher mystic power or arcane beliefs on sexuality or gender inequality. Science should be the new religion, I'd subscribe to an independent body who's purpose was to resolve issues the worlds governments are ignoring. so many people feel lost, lack purpose and live under this belief that humanity is going down the shithole, why is one of the main religions in the world not the church of 'common sense science and humanity'. Liberalism is such an isolated concept involving the role of the individual...it needs some collective force to stop people feeling overwhelmed and aimless.
Dunno just something you can buy into and feel a part of but doesn't involve a belief in a higher mystic power or arcane beliefs on sexuality or gender inequality. Science should be the new religion, I'd subscribe to an independent body who's purpose was to resolve issues the worlds governments are ignoring. so many people feel lost, lack purpose and live under this belief that humanity is going down the shithole, why is one of the main religions in the world not the church of 'common sense science and humanity'. Liberalism is such an isolated concept involving the role of the individual...it needs some collective force to stop people feeling overwhelmed and aimless.
VanillaCreme
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All I can do is laugh. People that have blindly made a friend in you have no idea how you really are. But, that's the way of life, isn't it... 10 years ago, I also considered myself a friend of yours, until you showed your ass. And even if it took all this time, I know now that you're not a true friend. If something or someone doesn't benefit you, you want nothing to do with them.
Scotsman
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Watching your best friend break down and sob her heart out, clinging to you like you're all she has is absolutely heartbreaking.
VanillaCreme
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That was kind of fun. I don't particularly enjoy all the pollen in my face, but it was fun using that thing. Sneeze fest, GO!
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