What are you thinking right now?

[flylikeplanes]

well why bother posting if you cant say it. If you really wanted to let everyone know whats on your mind you would have posted it...v.v

 

[Unacceptance]

Everything I want to say I shouldn't say.

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Go ahead and say it! what have you got to lose?
Go ahead and say it! no need to hold back
Go ahead and say it! voice your opinion
Go ahead and say it! while you still have the right
Why keep it all bottled up inside?
Say it loud and at least you've tried
Someone hears and you're on your way
Something on your mind you have to say
Say it! go ahead and say it!
Shout and let it out
Go ahead and say it! say it!
Go ahead and say it! don't care what others think
Go ahead and say it! let your thoughts be known
Go ahead and say it! voice your opinion
Go ahead and say it! while you still have the right
Living your life like you're satisfied
Hold your tongue and you swallow your pride
Peaceful and golden as silence may be
There are some thoughts you've just got to set free
So say it!
Go ahead and say it! the time is right for change
Go ahead and say it! you can make a difference
Go ahead and say it! voice your opinion
Go ahead and say it! while you still have the right

 

[flylikeplanes]

I agree
What have you got to lose?

 

[Minus]

More like ranting to myself than thinking.

I know that one

 

[LonelyDragon]

I think I'm having a bad day.

 

[Antihero]

Great song, Unacceptance.

 

[Caesium]

I am thinking that I will be screwed if I don't get back to work and finish preparing my notes for the presentation I have to give tomorrow...I am so scared I will run out of things to say :O

 

[evanescencefan91]

as one friend use to say just elaborate on fluff if you know what i mean

or as i like to say just bs and say what you know ( or make something up that sounds believable)

I'm sure you'll do fine

 

[Lonesome Crow]

I was thinking about my sponsor.
I don't have to worry about him ripping me off becuase he's
stupid rich. I also don't have to worry about him sleeping with
my gf , if i should get one....He see N play with pussy all day long
I even watched him stick it in my ex-gf once...lmao

 

[GHOSTNYOURMIST]

If I live to be 80 years old.

I'm more than halfway through the pain.

It's all down hill from here.

 

[Naleena]

That being in this forum is like walking on eggshells. Be damned if you do and be damned if you don't. You try to help and then get a pissey attitude in return. You try to say something positive about someone and then some people get jealous or think that in some way your saying something good about someone else means you don't like them as much or perhaps not at all. This isn't a competition. Why can't we all appreciate each other and be happy for one another?

The world does not evolve around one single person in this forum. We are all here together. Why can't we be a little more selfless and more supportive? Isn't that what we want? To be supported?

I am thinking why the hell do I even come here?

 

[Satyr]

I am thinking why the hell do I even come here?

Thinking the same thing. I'm also thinking a lot of us accidentally interpret things incorrectly. Myself as well as others.

 

[NeverMore]

That being in this forum is like walking on eggshells. Be damned if you do and be damned if you don't. You try to help and then get a pissey attitude in return. You try to say something positive about someone and then some people get jealous or think that in some way your saying something good about someone else means you don't like them as much or perhaps not at all. This isn't a competition. Why can't we all appreciate each other and be happy for one another?

The world does not evolve around one single person in this forum. We are all here together. Why can't we be a little more selfless and more supportive? Isn't that what we want? To be supported?

I am thinking why the hell do I even come here?

because we love you and appreciate everything you do for people

 

[Lonesome Crow]

I am thinking why the hell do I even come here?

You came here becuase I love you as you are.
You come here becuase you need and want to be loved and charish in return.
You come here becuase you want someone to listen to you...really
listen to as you open up yourself and maybe really understand you.
You come here becuase our freindship grows stronger.
Inspite of the chaos..there is peace in the I of the storm.

Don't think too much about it...I might be wrong..lol
However I do care and charish you very much.

See...I ma hold you still with my love.
You can scream if you want....that's ok too.
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((NALEE))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

You can't be all things to all people , Sweets.

 

[VanillaCreme]

I'm thinking.... Why try? When it usually doesn't work out how we plan... About anything... Just why try?

 

[cosmicpsyche]

I'm thinking I wish it didn't have to feel so hard to know what I think, and could simply know the words to say it.
Actually, that wasn't very hard to write ... but what I am *really* thinking about is this nagging feeling in here like there is all 'this' infinite universe in my thought that remains unsatisfyingly unexplained.
In my deepest wisdom, I know the meaning I seek to convey is there, but the hard part is getting my higher mind to trust in that face, and feel satisfied that I have succeeded in communicating it. The meaning is 'hidden between the words' and when I really learn to listen to my thoughts and those of others, I can trust myself that I 'put' the 'invisible' meaning there in the 'right' place, and that the people reading it will reconnect the dots and reform the intended idea in their mind in response.
It's not easy to find the way to transmit to you something that can't be dissected or rationalized into words. I think the replies to Naleena touch on the keys to solving the 'problem'.

I am thinking why the hell do I even come here?

You came here becuase I love you as you are.
You come here becuase you need and want to be loved and charish in return.
You come here becuase you want someone to listen to you...really
listen to as you open up yourself and maybe really understand you.
You come here becuase our freindship grows stronger.
Inspite of the chaos..there is peace in the I of the storm.

Don't think too much about it...I might be wrong..lol
However I do care and charish you very much.

See...I ma hold you still with my love.
You can scream if you want....that's ok too.
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((NALEE))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

You can't be all things to all people , Sweets.

Because this forum is anonymous, it takes away the other side of the conversation really. The other person that I write to, is based on clues that are stitched together by my own imagination, the result of which is inevitably going to really mostly be a reflection of how I see myself. I relate a lot to what Naleena wrote about walking on eggshells and not even bothering to write. I feel like the eggshells is the fragility within me, to even know myself and love myself enough to accept each person here completely, and to listen without judging, no matter what repressed feeling it may evoke in me.

All the words written here are profound, no matter what the style. I find this place is a school for learning how to heal our souls. The anonymity opens up direct communication between minds, opening the Pandora's box in each of us to expose all the horrible anxieties and doubts and depression, and also the seemingly arbitrary hope. There is nowhere to hide from yourself here. My thoughts are me! It is hard to accept that I, like my thoughts, seem to be constantly racing, as I struggle to listen to others and to understand how I am responding.

I am realizing the key to knowing my thoughts is knowing myself, and that is the same as accepting and loving myself, and that is the same as accepting and loving the strong connections I have with everyone and the apparently uncontrollable influences we have on each other.

If it were easy, everyone would do this. But for those of us who are here, we are here for important reasons. We all have some kind of special gift, if you want to see it that way, that lets us keep trying to do the seemingly impossible. Somehow, each of us has a special combination of inner essence and life experience that has shaped us to be able to reach right through the abysses of telecom wires and anonymity, to transmit ideas directly between minds.

I love you all, and you give me the courage to brave the storms. I know the strength really comes from me, but knowing that we are connected helps me to locate 'the I' within me, where I can coexist in peace and harmony with all of you.

 

[Lonesome Crow]

I got another pay check

1 million more of these checks and I'll have fulfill my dream of being
a billionair.

 

[Black Dragon]

I'm thinking about sex :]

 

[Satyr]

I'm thinking about sex :]

I'm always thinking about that, I just try not to mention it so much anymore.

Frightens the natives.

 

[Black Dragon]

I'm thinking about sex :]

I'm always thinking about that, I just try not to mention it so much anymore.

Frightens the natives.

Aww at least I know I'm not alone ^^