What are you thinking right now?

[Peaches]

If I don't stop trying to attain almost unattainable goals, I will never stop feeling like a huge loser

 

[Pike Queen]

I am a worthless loner.

 

[constant stranger]

I just watched some home movies sent to me by my oldest and dearest friend. Whom I met in 2nd grade and knew for 9 years and haven't seen for about 3 and a half decades.

I wish I could go back in time so I could have a childhood. Rather than being the youngest one in a dysfunctional family who got stuck with managing the dirty work.

I managed a bi-polar, manic-depressive mother and cooked the family meals when she was in the low troughs of her mood swing.....3 or 4 times a year. Which amounted to about half the cooking.

And I'm still managing what's left of the family. Dad's been dead 12 years and my 2 older brothers are long gone and avoid the family home. So there's just 2 of us here.

I wish I had a real life. Currently I have a bit of anger. Which I feel remorseful about. I'm managing, and I'm worried, and I'm tired of managing and I wish I had a bit of help but there's never been anyone to help and I'm tired of that too.

But I'm coping and I'll just keep on coping. So it's OK.
Sorry for the rant.

 

[Bei]

I am a worthless loner.

I know the feeling. Sorry your feeling this way now but you are not a worthless loner.

And why can't I stop listening to this song? I get so lost in it... I wish I really could.

 

[annik]

 

[9006]

Lovely weather, hope it stays like this all day.

 

[Triple Bogey]

Lovely weather, hope it stays like this all day.

it's not here !

 

[Peaches]

I forgot the last time I received a phone call from someone - two months? three months?

 

[Triple Bogey]

I forgot the last time I received a phone call from someone - two months? three months?

don't you get those nuisance calls from people wanting your money ?

 

[Peaches]

I forgot the last time I received a phone call from someone - two months? three months?

don't you get those nuisance calls from people wanting your money ?

naa, I only have a cell phone, they don't call there - hopefully. I meant those mythical people called "friends", I read about them.

 

[Triple Bogey]

I forgot the last time I received a phone call from someone - two months? three months?

don't you get those nuisance calls from people wanting your money ?

naa, I only have a cell phone, they don't call there - hopefully. I meant those mythical people called "friends", I read about them.

I'm sorry. At least you have friends on here.

Work occasionally ring on our landline and my Mam rings once a week. Apart from that nobody. We get about 10 calls from 'people wanting our money' - we have caller id which tells us who is ringing so I never answer. My cell never rings, on average I will get 1 text a week. Unless I send texts of course. But hey ho

 

[ladyforsaken]

I am a worthless loner.

You're not worthless, Pike Queen. Loner? Not sure cos I've only just started seeing you around - but totally not worthless.

I forgot the last time I received a phone call from someone - two months? three months?

Me too. I think mine's gotta be like.. more than 3 months, they usually text me. I'm a bore to talk to lol.

 

[Peaches]

I found this article about how people don't make phone calls anymore, but I rather think it's just me Lady, you are SO not a bore
http://www.nytimes.com/2011/03/20/fashion/20Cultural.html?pagewanted=all

 

[ladyforsaken]

I dislike disputes. Or that uncomfortable feeling like something's wrong. Especially when it concerns family members. Sometimes I just dislike my sister's behaviour and how she makes me feel. These are times when I just feel like I can't wait to move out. And here I thought I was the youngest and she should be way more mature than me. *shakes head*

 

[Triple Bogey]

I need a black coffee

 

[Locke]

I have to go on a long drive with someone I barely know in a few minutes, and it's gonna suck. It will be worth it though.

 

[9006]

I have to go on a long drive with someone I barely know in a few minutes, and it's gonna suck. It will be worth it though.

Just blast music all the way, if they say anything about it respond with "This is how I roll, baby".

 

[LeaningIntoTheMuse]

Radioshack are overpriced and sell garbage most of the time.

 

[Locke]

I have to go on a long drive with someone I barely know in a few minutes, and it's gonna suck. It will be worth it though.

Just blast music all the way, if they say anything about it respond with "This is how I roll, baby".

That's exactly what they did! Terrible taste in music too.....just terrible.

I'm bringing my 3DS or PSP with me next time.

 

[LeaningIntoTheMuse]

Another sleepless night. Oh well, I have music.