Also for a moment there I kind of wanted to join facebook...if only to show my family I'm still alive and actually have a life. I wonder how often my parents and sister mention me. I doubt they are kept up to date. Hmm
I must be crazy for not running away from him. I mean anyone I know would runaway but it feels too good. I think this might actually be really good and I can't explain it. How is it that he makes me feel safe. This makes no sense.