What are you thinking right now?

[Triple Bogey]

great feeling, finished work for the week !
A big two fingers to the place !

 

[rudechaos]

...thinking if I could find a friend here (someone I can communicate with consistently)

 

[Triple Bogey]

...thinking if I could find a friend here (someone I can communicate with consistently)

send some private messages

 

[ladyforsaken]

...thinking if I could find a friend here (someone I can communicate with consistently)

I'm pretty sure you can as soon as you get to know some of us here and interact with us.

Welcome to the forum, btw!

 

[daughter of the moon]

I hate thinking about how saying "I'm sitting here crying" would have no emotional impact on anyone whatsoever...

 

[Peaches]

chest hurts...

 

[ladyforsaken]

chest hurts...

Oh dear *hugs* what's wrong, Peaches? :\

 

[MTrip]

oh dear. What have I done. I tell myself that I want to stay away from people, and I keep meeting new people.
Me to Myself: STOP CONTRADICTING YOURSELF DAMMIT.

Go easy on yourself. Humans are never completely consistent in their logic. Besides, it's rather simplistic to think that just because one wants to be this, one cannot be that.

The winds are fierce outside this morning!

 

[rudechaos]

sleep.
nyt nyt

 

[Shipster0958]

Relaxing afternoon.

 

[Triple Bogey]

love is all around ! Everywhere ! Films, Television, books, magazines, real life, people fall in love, have sex, have kids, get engaged, split up, get asked out, go for coffee, have crushes, have one night stands, cheat - I wish somebody would have told me when I was 18 that I wasn't good enough for any of this. It would have made things easier to deal with. Words can't help, it won't change what is the truth.

 

[Littlesecret]

How much I miss my granddad.

 

[Shipster0958]

Dancing queen.

 

[daughter of the moon]

I wonder if I will ever look inside myself and not see this bottomless pit of horrifying shame.

 

[Shipster0958]

Hungry.

 

[Peaches]

chest hurts...

Oh dear *hugs* what's wrong, Peaches? :\

bronchitis, I would guess

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love is all around ! Everywhere ! Films, Television, books, magazines, real life, people fall in love, have sex, have kids, get engaged, split up, get asked out, go for coffee, have crushes, have one night stands, cheat - I wish somebody would have told me when I was 18 that I wasn't good enough for any of this. It would have made things easier to deal with. Words can't help, it won't change what is the truth.

it's not that you are not good enough, it's just that 85% of that is just for show, it's not real

 

[Shipster0958]

Sleepy.

 

[LeaningIntoTheMuse]

Sleepy.

Me too. I think I'll go to bed in a few mins.

 

[Broken_Doll]

The morning my beloved cat was killed by a car a few years back, I am thinking about this because I just found some photographs of him randomly earlier...
The night before this morning I went to bed and woke up around 04:30am, I went downstairs, there was a cold breeze and there had been a few break in's in the village (before we moved house), my cat was an outdoors cat and we'd never had any problems with this before so I checked the downstairs door and I shut the window in the kitchen causing the breeze. I didn't know my cat was outside, if I hadn't shut the window he would probably have come inside before my younger brother got home (my younger brother came home with his friend, the cat was sleeping in the bushes on the other side of the road. he was killed by a car when he tried to cross the road to see my younger brother. I will always blame myself for this. There's not a lot I wouldn't do for one more day with that cat, he was my best friend from since early in my childhood.

 

[Shipster0958]

^ sorry to hear. Losing a pet is hard.