I am thinking that I wish I could have emails every night. Cause I can't go online as much as I want. How nice it would be to read sweet emails before I in to bed. I can use my phone for checking emails... *sigh* I miss Jake...
About the opportunity I missed today. I caught someone giving me a nice look and just did not go along with it. Now I have nothing to really look forward to. I'm just sitting here alone just wondering what could have been.
I wonder what the opposite of "rose colored glasses" is.
It seems at first they [people] can make even the most mundane thing [characteristic] into something wonderful. That is rather uncomfortable in that it may indicate that they are living in some fantasy.
Everything crumbles as seems to be required.
Then it seems like there can be the opposite of "rose colored glasses". Everything is an indication of a flaw or fault. History is rewritten in a more sinister shade. You in effect can be a whole different person.
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