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Tried my best to conceal it, but it still looks like a lawnmower slightly grazed my head there. Right on time before this week of two interviews. Going shaven again was not part of the plan though...whatever, I'll just stick with the status quo. Stay resourceful.
 
I was really happy just to meet you here. Bus, train and car just to see you. I would have swum there if I had to. I spent far more time travelling than I did actually in the company of you and G. But being able to be arrogant and showing off to other people is worth more to you than I am right now apparently. I have never ever been this disappointed in anyone. I would never have thought you could be this shallow or conceited or materialistic. Especially after how close we've been. Maybe it's because of that closeness that this shocked me to the verge of tears. I have been there with you and supported you as well as I could. So what if your sudden 'friend'- who we've both known for just a month- does that for a living? His appearance means me being there for you no longer counts? Great. Does wealth and fame really matter that much more to you?
And really, so what if you've been wherever and stayed wherever and seen whatever? I've seen dog craps that have entertained me more than staying at places like that have. Experiences count, but the way you're doing it you're experiencing the same thing over and over, just in different locations. The life in your years is what would be impressive to anyone in the end. It is what would matter to you in the end as well. Not material things. If you want to compete with people about that sort of thing, it will only make you miserable. Go and learn something. Try something new. Help someone.
I care about you a lot. I wish I could say this to you, but I don't think this is one of those lessons that can be taught except by life. I hope this is just a phase and it passes soon. I get that you want to impress G, but this isn't the way to do it. A little humility goes a long way, dear child.
 
Oh yeah, I like to spend my Sunday nights hearing Tom Brady talk about his balls (still), and how deflated they are. Go ahead, Tommy, describe 'em in detail for us, would you?
 
How am I going to do this week. I always think I have no issues socialising - I don't, when I want to really, but that truly doesn't mean I don't get anxious meeting new people or being around people I'm not used to. I do still get anxious.
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