What are you thinking right now?

[TheRealCallie]

Have you tried magical powers? I bet that will work. Or you could go search for the fountain of youth....does that take medical ailments away or just make you younger? Hmmm....

 

[ahsatan]

I'd love a  magical cure !
Praying might help too.

 

[lookatbrightside]

no contact with music & movies saves my life.

 

[TheRealCallie]

Where are the mods when you need them...

 

[Frobisher]

Stop judging and be what you supposedly preach. You only post with resentment or to vent your beliefs. And wonder why most have indifference with you.

You are more judging than you are constructive.

 

[TheRealCallie]

I can already tell this is not going to be a good work day. I am procrastinating too much this morning. Oh well, I have all week to get it done. Although, with all the appts this week, it will likely take all week, at the rate I'm going.

 

[ladyforsaken]

The scenario of quitting my job keeps replaying in my mind... my boss drives me nuts. How am I still functional at this time after such a day, I don't know. Sigh.

 

[SirPanda]

I feel super tired and it sucks.

 

[ahsatan]

 

[Unix]

This country is going to turn like Argentine. Italy isnt special. And beside all i dont really see any prospects for me. I have turned into a monster that feels guilty for having a night, looking at the stars instead of studying.

I was born without any talent. Every "skill" i have was obtained through hard work. My grandfather thought i was disabled cause I was left handed. So they forced me to become right handed. I dont know if this can somehow relate to my difficulty to learn brasilian ju jitsu but I wanna believe it because it somehow releases the pressure of being a retard.

This society is so fast. I wish I could have experienced other times. I aint saying that in the 80s it would have been better. But Im sure it would be somehow less pressuring to be a young adult in this world. And it would be way less awful regarding porn and sex related insecurities. You cannot feel that inferior if you dont have thousands of dicks to compare to.
But this is just ranting i guess. I wonder if I will ever be able to overcome this block. Its so radicated in me that it feels like the right thing to think. 

Non prospects, no friends, no girlfriend, no future, small dick , mind issues, bad social status, no house, some money only because I am crazy enough to live in conditions unthinkable for everyone else. 


Suicide is appealing but I wont do it. I aint brave enough for that. And I am still trying to do something, so i guess I can wait. I dont want to feel pain when I will die. I think a reasonable deadline will be at 50y old. If I wont accomplish anything till that age i will probably look for a non violent and painful death. Or I will just shoot myself

I cant imagine why some wanna have a painful death. It would be nice just falling asleep... Like when you are super tired... Zzzz

This was probably a diary post, but its what I am thinking right now

 

[MissBehave]

This country is going to turn like Argentine. Italy isnt special. And beside all i dont really see any prospects for me. I have turned into a monster that feels guilty for having a night, looking at the stars instead of studying.

I was born without any talent. Every "skill" i have was obtained through hard work. My grandfather thought i was disabled cause I was left handed. So they forced me to become right handed. I dont know if this can somehow relate to my difficulty to learn brasilian ju jitsu but I wanna believe it because it somehow releases the pressure of being a retard.

This society is so fast. I wish I could have experienced other times. I aint saying that in the 80s it would have been better. But Im sure it would be somehow less pressuring to be a young adult in this world. And it would be way less awful regarding porn and sex related insecurities. You cannot feel that inferior if you dont have thousands of dicks to compare to.
But this is just ranting i guess. I wonder if I will ever be able to overcome this block. Its so radicated in me that it feels like the right thing to think. 

Non prospects, no friends, no girlfriend, no future, small dick , mind issues, bad social status, no house, some money only because I am crazy enough to live in conditions unthinkable for everyone else. 


Suicide is appealing but I wont do it. I aint brave enough for that. And I am still trying to do something, so i guess I can wait. I dont want to feel pain when I will die. I think a reasonable deadline will be at 50y old. If I wont accomplish anything till that age i will probably look for a non violent and painful death. Or I will just shoot myself

I cant imagine why some wanna have a painful death. It would be nice just falling asleep... Like when you are super tired... Zzzz

This was probably a diary post, but its what I am thinking right now

 

[ahsatan]

 

[Lacrecia]

How tragic

 

[Frobisher]

Hang in there Unix. The more lessons the more chances for a miracle. Just believe.

Best of luck to you and hope you get it sooner rather than later.

 

[Frobisher]

The absolute rule of all "rules". Is that they need not exist.

Belief should replace all rules.

Bridges are illusions. Rules, are in place for the physical only.

Belief is needed to transcend boundaries and dimensions. True Love is unconditional.

 

[TheRealCallie]

This honeysuckle is ******* ridiculous.

 

[ahsatan]

My cookies turned out really good today.

:shy:

 

[Frobisher]

This honeysuckle is ******* ridiculous.

Absolutely, ******* agreed.

About time I love myself enough to walk away from childish bullshit. Sorry I contributed but it needed to be said as it would have kept going even in my absence. Rest assured.. I am DONE.

Karma's a *****.

 

[MissBehave]

My cookies turned out really good today.

:shy:

I want some delicious cookies toooooo

 

[Lacrecia]

This honeysuckle is ******* ridiculous.

Absolutely, ******* agreed.

About time I love myself enough to walk away from childish bullshit. Sorry I contributed but it needed to be said as it would have kept going even in my absence. Rest assured.. I am DONE.

Karma's a *****.

Is this you Siku? How many accounts do you have?

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The absolute rule of all "rules". Is that they need not exist.

Belief should replace all rules.

Bridges are illusions. Rules, are in place for the physical only.

Belief is needed to transcend boundaries and dimensions. True Love is unconditional.

What drugs are you using? I want some.