oh no not you too spare
get plenty of sleep and orange juice please
*non contagious hugs to spare and crow*
well tomorrow febuary will be half over, i think i can i think i can
I have to call the pharmacy this week to see if they can mail down my medications, I'm not getting anywhere getting this solved with my parents
but I think i can
ahh man once feb is done
I'm so excited final fantasy XIII and God of war 3 coming out in less than a month
OMFG!!! I'm so excited those are so going on my birthday list
ahh i can't wait for it to get warm before my allergies start ******* with me
I have anointment this Tuesday to see if i can get a referral for an allergy clinic so i can maybe get some allergy immunizations,
and then i also have to get some blood-work done to see if my anti psychotics are slowly killing me faster than expected.
at 18 i hope i don't have to start watching my cholesteral
I want to try getting off them again, just i want to have a full bottle with me just in case,
I was talking with my shrink earlier this week, talking about all the grey areas in mental diagnosis no one is like a straight cut case of any disorder so he said I have Claire-idish I hope it'll in the dsm v
the unfortunate physical and mental sensation of being claire
sucks to be you
haha
no well he said In GAD generalized anxiety disorder I'm in the branch of panic disorder
oh fun I said so I've been upgraded from anxiety disorder to panic disorder
I then began a hysterical the end is near/ coming of armagedem sermon on the streets, until I finally curdled up into the fetal position whimpering "save yourselfs" again and a again
jk
So basically I'm afraid of having panic or annxiety attacks, which is absurd but they're terrible,
**** car accidents global warfare and terrorism
I'm scared of being scared
It's so messed up but isn't that what FDR was getting at?
heh he'd be proud of me
*whimpers* save yourselves
-evfan out
and I just realized I've spent the last two hours working on an assignment that isn't even going to be assigned till next week *facepalms*
gah!
and the ******* over achiever of the week award goes to....
me
*sighs*