tehdreamer said:Why do I feel like a miserable sob today?
echo said:I envy my sister, she's 13 but she looks like an 18 year old attractive model...her looks are flawless (hah her personality though...angriest most violent bitch you'll ever meet), I'm 20 and I look like miserable ****. Man, how can a 13 year old be as sexy as they could possibly be and me being a 20 year old...I'm so dull and invisible and disgustingly hideous. Blah I know appearance doesn't matter, stupid society, stupid pressure to be pretty or else you don't deserve to be happy but I KNOW BETTER...just because you're not attractive doesn't mean you can't be happy yadda yadda I know that but I still wish I was comfortable in my own skin no matter how I'm like. Blah. Yeah, being comfortable in one's skin is what truly matters but I'm definitely not comfortable in my silly silly body. Oh my silly silly mind with its silly silly horrible thoughts...******* depression I ******* hate it.
I always wish I could hide from the entire world and just live alone, completely alone...so I could ruin myself, destroy my life without anyone ever knowing..nobody would ever be able to stop me. Ah, there's the negativity talking again! Blah blah blah, CHEER UP...cheer the **** up. Yes, I'll go watch something funny or listen to great music and then I'll laugh and I'll be happy...oh yes I'll forget that I'm still rotting.
Stupid mood swings, stupid thoughts, stupid emotions...I bet that in 1 hour I'll be fine.
Sean said:I'm tired of fighting this.
It's been 2 and a half years.
I give up.
Gonna hide in my room until I die.
evanescencefan91 said:I wonder if I could fall asleep without any nightquill tonight?
I hope so,
Danielle said:I don't want her to be there... I dont even know "her" is.. I just don't want her to be.... I want him to like me...
SophiaGrace said:Danielle said:I don't want her to be there... I dont even know "her" is.. I just don't want her to be.... I want him to like me...
I hope he likes you too Danielle!
Danielle said:SophiaGrace said:Danielle said:I don't want her to be there... I dont even know "her" is.. I just don't want her to be.... I want him to like me...
I hope he likes you too Danielle!
Thanks Soph *hug* However, I have learned long ago, never to get my hopes up.... I have had way too many years of rejection. I guess I should just go out and have fun... and whatever happens or doesn't happen is alright!
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