I can't wait for it to be May, because in May my boyfriend comes home after nearly 2 years away.
I wish I hadn't bothered eating today - I'm diagnosed EDNOS (eating disorder not otherwise specified - basically you just don't fit the criteria for any of the already named ED's), today I decided that I was going to try and eat normal amounts instead of heavily restricting. So I force fed myself, and then I got aweful stomach pains and was violently ill.