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DreamerDeceiver said:
condemnedsoul666 said:
Ak5 said:
condemnedsoul666 said:
I wish I weren't such a goddamn ******* joke to everyone, why the hell can't anyone take me seriously?
Like, what the actual fresia!

Maybe your too mature for you age? Like me.

Maturity ain't a thing.
I'm just a joke to everyone, that's all.
And it's 'you're' not 'your' :p

I'm a serious-joke. I'll join the club.

I've never thought of you as a joke from the posts i've read of yours, maybe its just my sense of humour...
 
*sighs* I miss high school,

........wait what the fresia brain!!?

stupid rosemary retrospectum

the fist year and a half and my senior was pretty good, but f the rest,

I've just been thinking, almost excessively about how much I'd love to go back and try it over again but with the same mindset I have now, and without my mother being a crazy psycho, I mean other than crazed parental issues, living at home was kinda nice,

although really it isn't too different now, class hw wasting time online,

just knowing what I know now, I could have been and done some awesome honeysuckle I think, maybe knowing I'd make it though would make it all a less scary and miserable, maybe I would have done and tried more,

I just want more time to do everything, eternal youth, the works

I wish there was more mysticism, and meaning in life,

I'm at this point where I feel pretty sure that this is all there is and where be, and I haven't cared for a while

I kind of miss the power of emotions and feeling of limitless possibility back then, everything feels kind of dulled, monotous now,

I know nothing is really going to happen, but if it does it would be some really unfortunate political economic strife, that wouldn't be so much exciting as it would be miserable.

but I'm pretty sure this happens a lot of people my age,

I know that even though I still get depressed from my summer of unemployment or seasonal honeysuckle, at least so far I don't think I've really felt nearly as miserable or miserable as often as back then, so so far so good, hope that keeps up.

stupid brain, stop trying to idolize my youth, I know what you're up to, my youth was mediocre, average, lame and miserable, although like many other average kids I did get to play some ******* awesome videogames :D

hell even as a little kid I know I was pissed off or depressed, (thanks for the great genetics mom, you're just great) I'm pretty sure I came out of the womb pissed off at the world if I wasn't by the time I was conceived

ah well sorry, got assignments and midterms to do and I'm being existential on the internet,

ah just old times

:p



and *hugs arcane*

:D
 
My boss suggested for me to take Family Medical Leave (FMLA).

Even though my job is about secure as it comes, I am still hesitant to take it in this economy.

Do I take that or exhaust my personal leave saved up which is around 42 days?

Leave without pay means bills and robbing the savings account - I like having the reserve of days since if the unthinkable happens I would get paid for 8.5 weeks.

Unsure what to do and why I have to be in this circumstance currently???
 
Panic attack is over, huh... I want Ben & Jerry's ice cream and... I don't know... Just better life. .__.
 
blah... have to go into work early today. so ready for thursday and friday off. havent had 2 days off in a row from work in a long time.
 
Face it he couldn't give a monkeys...

I just don't make enough fuss to get noticed...
 

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