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IgnoredOne said:
Better than taking it up the ass all the time. Well done.

Don't feel very jubilant. It's gonna come back around and bite me in the rear, I'm sure. Still, I guess it doesn't matter anymore, just gotta tough out till the end of December.
 
Bread said:
Don't feel very jubilant. It's gonna come back around and bite me in the rear, I'm sure. Still, I guess it doesn't matter anymore, just gotta tough out till the end of December.

The central reality of corporate life - one which is more true for you than for me, alas, since I work for a Japanese company: they WILL **** you over. You're doing the right thing by looking for the exit, as the main game is just to get away and **** them before they complete in their **** you plans.

And that's why its called the rat race, heh. Cause whether you get the cheese in the end or not, you're still a rat :p

On the plus side for you: Helsinki, here I come?
 
Since I want my daughter's 16th birthday to be special at the end of the month, it looks like it is going to be expensive and need to rob a bank. :D
 
I wish I wasn't so hrash on myself and dont hate myself this much,wtf
I also wish I could at least stop thinking I was so annoying to everyone, even though I probably am lol
I get to frustrated with myself because everything i say seems to make people like me less and less..
I would say its my fault but blaming myself for everything seems to annoy some people too..
I seem to just get the feeling most people would prefer if i just left here and never came back, even if im told its not true
ill shut up now..
 
IgnoredOne said:
The central reality of corporate life - one which is more true for you than for me, alas, since I work for a Japanese company: they WILL **** you over. You're doing the right thing by looking for the exit, as the main game is just to get away and **** them before they complete in their **** you plans.

Oh, I'm sure they got me the moment I signed on. I got a load of attachments in my contract that pretty much would've robbed me of everything I made during my stay, without any compensation, and a limited ban on free trade, which thankfully is only limited in dealing with the marks of my current employer. Well, it's just another good life lesson, I guess- if something seems too good to be true, it bloody well is.

Seems like after all, in-house graphics designers still get the short end of the stick, even if I thought it'd be the other way around.

IgnoredOne said:
And that's why its called the rat race, heh. Cause whether you get the cheese in the end or not, you're still a rat :p

On the plus side for you: Helsinki, here I come?

We actually have a term for office workers here in Finland, 'konttorirotta', which translates to 'office rat'- and that's how I've felt from pretty much square one. As for Helsinki...dunno, yet. I was hoping I'd have enough money stashed away to go freelance, but I doubt I'll have more than 2000 euros by the end of it. There's nothing I'd love more than doing my job and being my own boss, so **** like this couldn't happen. Much more risky, financially, so I'd need a nest egg. Maybe after my next employer. Although I fear it'll end up in the usual 'I'm only doing this until something better comes along', and one morning I'll wake up and realize I'm Al Bundy.
 
I can't let him know what I'm doing, but it's for his own good and I want to get to know him better.
 

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