Why was it okay for her to get what she wanted, but when I got what I got, it was wrong of me? For the life of me, I will never understand that mentality. And hey, at least mine was paid for up front. I'm not the one to ever toot my own horn, but beep beep, I get honeysuckle done. Maybe if you stopped looking down on others and got over your inferiority complex that you seem to have, you'd get stuff done too.
And really, you sent those girls back? What did you think would happen when you became responsible for kids? Party-hearty all the time? You're way too selfish to ever be responsible for anyone but yourself, and me and mom could have told you that way back when. But it doesn't matter. You wouldn't have listened anyway.