What are you thinking right now?

[Callie]

Why can't I sleep.......

****, I still feel like I'm a ******* retard.

Positive thoughts....positive thoughts. I got none. Lol.

Do you want me to hit you?

OH OH OH, can I help?

 

[DreamerDeceiver]

That was really cute of you, spitting your sunflower seeds at me...

 

[Ak5]

Lol, Mike and Callie. Don't gangbang me. :O

 

[Mikey193]

Lol, Mike and Callie. Don't gangbang me. :O

Awww you ruined the fun

 

[Callie]

Oh look, a new day has arrived...... :club:
Oh and also...my ass hurts from sitting on that toddler chair for so long the other day.

Lol, Mike and Callie. Don't gangbang me. :O

But but but.... Maybe just a little? :shy:

 

[tangerinedream]

I need some goddamn coffee. *grumpy face*

 

[Barbaloot]

Wow, this is miserable.

 

[Callie]

I need some goddamn coffee. *grumpy face*

Here ya go...I made it special for you

 

[tangerinedream]

I need some goddamn coffee. *grumpy face*

Here ya go...I made it special for you

Aw, a panda face! Thanks!

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**not about the cute pandaface coffee**

Hmmm. I've been replaying it in my mind and I don't know if fatigue has anything to do with it, but that was not totally satisfying. Again, I suppose it comes back to that whole giving up expectations thing.

The problem I have with the Zen idea of just letting things be and appreciating and accepting that they ARE - for example, just enjoying the moment instead of asking, what is this moment about and what does it mean - is that inevitably that moment is going to change and leave me reeling, and ultimately disappointed.

... Except that is the specter of negative expectations talking. What if I gave up all expectations, positive and negative?

I don't know. don't know how grounded I'd feel without some sort of expectation.

Too tired. Need more coffee. :/

 

[Doubt The Rabbit]

I'm going to eat pasta salad until I die a slow and happy death of high cholesterol and fatty liver. Sigh.

 

[Okiedokes]

glad to have heat back

 

[VanillaCreme]

I know we've known each other for nearly 20 years... Went to Magic Years together after we just barely learned how to walk... Went through elementary school, middle school, and high school together... But still, what I said to you stands true. I don't want your friendship if it's going to be such an effort. If you don't like what I say - after you ask for my opinion, mind you - then just don't ask me. It's not that what I'm saying is so horribly rude. But it's something you don't want to hear. Refuse to hear it. It don't make a bit of difference to me.

 

[Callie]

ho hum

 

[Lonely in BC]

I love being put on hold- NOT!

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Dam! On to plan B.

 

[Okiedokes]

This song is hilarious.... I forgot it existed. I am loving these "forgotten 90's" songs.

 

[Callie]

I knew this would happen, but I did it anyway....again. awesome

 

[Bones]

... and, my world blew up ...

 

[Avaron]

People are so stupid. All the time. No exceptions.

 

[Lonely in BC]

I really hate it when people go back on their word. Some of the plans I made are completely f**ked now.

Dam it!

 

[Ak5]

Aha.