I wonder what she thinks of me, idk what to write... i do this same thing for writing exercises by the way, as i like to write alot of poetry... one of the best ways is to just start writing, and go, dont' stop no matter what, and just let out whatever is in your head, which gets you to writing...even if its the same thing oever and over and over.. even if its the same thing over and over... it does work, you end up with something, usually, by the end of it, but right now, i'm tired, have to be up to go to a stupid thing about 3.5 hours away, and i'm just tired, and tomorrow is going to be hell...but hopefully it'll be the last hell of all the crap i am going through and maybe it'll start getting better after I get this B.S. out of my way....