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daughter of the moon
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Solivagant said:daughter of the moon said:As far as getting sexually harassed and/or assaulted, I've had plenty happen to me through several people, so I'm not scared of most of the stuff anymore... because it's already part of my life. If that makes sense. (And if it doesn't, that's not my problem. lol)
It does indeed, and I'm sorry you ever had to suffer that. I've been through it several times as well, but I'm still afraid of it. I think it's not so much the act itself that scares me though, but rather the idea that I might completely lose it the next time, and break beyond any repair.
daughter of the moon said:Never being able to forgive myself.
^ That one scares me too.
Clowns, yes! I guess they don't scare me, but I've always thought they were creepy.
Yeah, I'm really sorry you had to go through that, too....
Well, I mean... Sure I'd be scared if stuff happened again. When it did though, I was a bit younger, it was my first relationship, I didn't actually realize what he was doing at the time. So all these years it was bad memories, but only this year have I been able to put a name on it: assault. There's more to it, but I couldn't possibly get into details here in public.
I guess I'm truly afraid of those types of assault that thankfully I haven't had to suffer.
PS: Alzheimer's is horrible. My favorite grandfather suffered from it. That was the worst I've ever experienced.