It sounds better for me
I just come back from a short trip with my brother'f family. I did hope it could help me to release the pain. But it did not. I was in deep sorrow almost the time.
I find out that, every day, I try to familiar myself with new situation and get better little bit during the day. When I slept I did not have to think, to remember about it, so good time, pitty it is so short. Then when I woke up, it - the deep hurt - came back again in very first moment, his images appreared clearly in my mind. So bad!
I wish I could cry, scream loudly!
I just come back from a short trip with my brother'f family. I did hope it could help me to release the pain. But it did not. I was in deep sorrow almost the time.
I find out that, every day, I try to familiar myself with new situation and get better little bit during the day. When I slept I did not have to think, to remember about it, so good time, pitty it is so short. Then when I woke up, it - the deep hurt - came back again in very first moment, his images appreared clearly in my mind. So bad!
I wish I could cry, scream loudly!
