It's worse at night for me too but honestly, it's constant in my life. My escapisms are: forums, writing stories, watching tv shows, movies, adult coloring and arts and crafts, and listening to music.
I also feel very lonely at night. I usually listen to music until I finally fall asleep. And when I wake up in the morning I think to myself "oh not again, another day". But I hide it pretty well. No one in my family knows just how sad and lonely I feel. The thing that brings me some sort of peace is that one day I will be old and die and maybe then memories will no longer torment me and I will no longer feel so hollow.
I can only agree. The nights are just terribly hard. You lie in bed and think about everything (and sometimes nothing at the same time). And then I always notice, in the silence that surrounds me at night, how incredibly alone I actually am.
Mostly I'm too tired and only thinking "why only i hadn't got to bed earlier" )
The worst for me is friday's evening and in fact most evenings. I like nights.