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[MissBehave]

I hope your problems gives you a break real soon.
I had bad stuff happen to me too and it's left a everlasting ****** impression on me. Sadly.
But yeah.
Just keep on keeping on.

I joined here originally earlier than this profile say.
Not sure how long but maybe 2 years soon.
My bad memory tends to fail me. Lol.

I think I was tired of pretending.
All my life I've felt like I didn't fit in.
So I guess I wanted to see if I could find somewhere to just be me.
I lost interest in relationships that were shallow and cage-like.
Guess I've never liked them but it got to the point where I was very fed up with it. 
Also, think I wanted to be heard.
Like, really heard.

Thanks.
It's been up and down.
Sometimes I get a break, then something else bad happens.
Things have been pretty good for me recently, all things considered.
I still wish this damn virus stuff would be over already.

You're not the only one, I have trouble remembering stuff too.
I think I've been here for a year or two.


I have trouble being "me" in real life.
I don't have anything in common with the people I grew up around except video games.
And I'm trying to quit those.
I'm much better at communicating online through words.

That sounds like me through high-school.
I don't know how to make friends in real life.
I think the only way I could do that is to meet people online, then move close to them in real life.
But I think people would see that as creepy.

I like being heard too.
I think the people here are pretty nice.

Also, where did you get your signature GIF from?
I like it.

I've very social and I having had any issues with making friends irl. I was never important to me on a deeper lvl I guess. Or I always feel distanced. I dunno. I think this is where my ****** up mind comes in. Lol.

My signature is from an Anime called Ergo Proxy. 
Do you like anime?

 

[worthless_loser]

I've very social and I having had any issues with making friends irl. I was never important to me on a deeper lvl I guess. Or I always feel distanced. I dunno. I think this is where my ****** up mind comes in. Lol.

My signature is from an Anime called Ergo Proxy. 
Do you like anime?

Not really.
I've used to watch some like DBZ, Zoids, and other stuff on Toonami when I was a kid, but I don't watch anything new anymore.
I've also only seen a couple of movies that I liked like Akira, and Grave of the Fireflies, but the other ones didn't really stick with me.
I think I like the soundtracks from the shows/movies most.

 

[MissBehave]

I've very social and I having had any issues with making friends irl. I was never important to me on a deeper lvl I guess. Or I always feel distanced. I dunno. I think this is where my ****** up mind comes in. Lol.

My signature is from an Anime called Ergo Proxy. 
Do you like anime?

Not really.
I've used to watch some like DBZ, Zoids, and other stuff on Toonami when I was a kid, but I don't watch anything new anymore.
I've also only seen a couple of movies that I liked like Akira, and Grave of the Fireflies, but the other ones didn't really stick with me.
I think I like the soundtracks from the shows/movies most.

You should try FullMetal Alchemy Brotherhood

 

[TropicalStarfish]

zomg, ergo proxy was a magical viewing experience. Loved it..

 

[yam0426]

I think you need to search for self help therapy. ...

 

[Finished]

My signature is from an Anime called Ergo Proxy. 
Do you like anime?

Yes. I do. I don't really follow it though. But, I very much appreciate the talent that so many of the artists have. When I was younger I used to draw portraits of people for $20. I did fairly well at duplicating what I saw. But, I had a difficult time morphing images. I was stuck in the life-like realm. It also took me much longer then most. I was amazed at others who could quickly draw caricatures of people. Those were quite popular at the time.

 

[SecondStarTotheRight]

Hey. We should date because I wouldn't beat you that much! Ha! ha! Just kidding!

Yeah, I know you're joking, but...
She said her boyfriend was abusive.
Nothing about that is funny.

 

[Adamridge79]

Go Irish music, cause country is just pathetic

 

[user 139760]

After almost two years of this thread, PRETTY sure Miss Behave is over it.