Not myself

[spetsnascdxx]

Ever since my brother killed himself i haven't been able to smile, and even though i forgave him and let him go i feel like a stranger. all i feel is empty i even fake happiness around my friends and family so they don't fell sorry for me. i don't know what to do anymore... i need... something.

 

[Ak5]

I'm sorry about your brother Spets.

It's hard, but you have to go on, life goes on. If you want, we're here to help.

If it really gets to you, I recommend you try to find a psychiatrist or psychologist to help.

 

[DudeIAm]

Sorry for your loss, spetsnascdxx. I know what you are going through, as my dad passed away last year. It is a pure shock to the system and hurts like hell right to the core. Even though it is hard to believe right now, it will get better with time. If you feel really down and out, talk to your family, personal confidants or as Ak5 said, psychiatrist or psychologist.

 

[IgnoredOne]

My apologies for the loss.

You remember people for who they are, and celebrate them; for all they have given us, all they have sacrificed, and the lessons that we have learned from them. Its not easy. Perhaps you should do something that you feel would prevent other cases like your brother, to feel like you're making a positive contribution so that others won't have to suffer as you did?