What are you feeling, hoping, thinking, or remembering right now?

[ladyforsaken]

i would like to thank LF for being so nice. Thanks you LF.

No reason for me not to be nice to someone like you. Thanks for being nice to me yourself.

I am so tired of being sick )))): I just want to eat nice stuff without spending 8+ hours in pain afterwards. I'll have to live with this my whole life god damn ittttttttt.

Ugh I feel you, Ymir. Hope you will be able to tolerate it well over time - stay strong. *hugs*

 

[Cavey]

I feel lazy.

 

[9006]

I remember exactly where I was on 9/11, do YOU?

 

[TheRealCallie]

I remember exactly where I was on 9/11, do YOU?

Yes, I do.

 

[9006]

I remember the last time I accidentally put my shoes on the wrong way, do YOU?

 

[Peaches]

cheese is really bad for the voice! I hope this muzzled sound disappear by tonight

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I remember exactly where I was on 9/11, do YOU?

Yes, I do.

I do

 

[TheSkaFish]

Feeling like I am evening out more, after the last couple of weeks' instability. Got to just take things one problem at a time. Problems and solutions. Got to get it together.

 

[Solivagant]

I remember exactly where I was on 9/11, do YOU?

Yes, I do.

I do

Me too.

 

[VeganAtheist]

I wish life had a pause button.

 

[TheSkaFish]

I wish life had a pause button.

You and me both. I went out biking tonight and saw packs of kids riding around on bikes, parents and little tykes out in the parks and it just made me wonder how I got so old so fast. There is so much time I wish I could get back, so much I wish I could do over again differently. I wish I could go back to a time when I was free to just soak up things and use my imagination, instead of being under constant pressure 24/7 with everything revolving around money. I can't remember the last time I was truly joyful - "meh" seems to be as high as things get now that I'm an adult, and "bad" is the new usual. Sometimes I worry that I'm too far gone to salvage my life now, that there's not enough time to do the things I want to, go to the places I want to go, be the person I want to be. That at the very best case, all I'll do is just get some average job and sink into a cycle of work, couch/video games, and drinking on the weekend because it's just too late to get good at anything and make a life out of it. Rinse. Wash. Repeat. And die. I just wish I could do my life over again. I didn't chase a dream or get really interested in anything when I was younger, didn't make the most of college, didn't get good at anything, finally met girls who excited me but because I hadn't been making much of myself I was woefully unprepared and couldn't hold their interest. I look back and realize I completely screwed up my life, and I didn't even do crime or hard drugs or anything like that. I just spent too much time believing that I couldn't be anything better than ordinary and now it's come true. I wish I could become someone else, it saddens me and I hate that I'm even saying it.

 

[ucxb]

hoping to unwind soon, feeling frustrated, & thinking enough is enough *please* change already!

 

[lonelyfairy]

Please someone make me healthy!!!

 

[Tealeaf]

Everyone I like to talk to is at work or asleep right now... guess I'll clean for awhile.

 

[VeganAtheist]

I wish life had a pause button.

You and me both. I went out biking tonight and saw packs of kids riding around on bikes, parents and little tykes out in the parks and it just made me wonder how I got so old so fast. There is so much time I wish I could get back, so much I wish I could do over again differently. I wish I could go back to a time when I was free to just soak up things and use my imagination, instead of being under constant pressure 24/7 with everything revolving around money. I can't remember the last time I was truly joyful - "meh" seems to be as high as things get now that I'm an adult, and "bad" is the new usual. Sometimes I worry that I'm too far gone to salvage my life now, that there's not enough time to do the things I want to, go to the places I want to go, be the person I want to be. That at the very best case, all I'll do is just get some average job and sink into a cycle of work, couch/video games, and drinking on the weekend because it's just too late to get good at anything and make a life out of it. Rinse. Wash. Repeat. And die. I just wish I could do my life over again. I didn't chase a dream or get really interested in anything when I was younger, didn't make the most of college, didn't get good at anything, finally met girls who excited me but because I hadn't been making much of myself I was woefully unprepared and couldn't hold their interest. I look back and realize I completely screwed up my life, and I didn't even do crime or hard drugs or anything like that. I just spent too much time believing that I couldn't be anything better than ordinary and now it's come true. I wish I could become someone else, it saddens me and I hate that I'm even saying it.

Although it seems to be running at a slugs pace, life moves pretty fast and waits for no one, unfortunately. I am not one of those happy/cheery people who will tell you that "Everything will be great if you have a positive attitude" or "You can accomplish your dreams if you work really hard for it" or some other happy ********. Life is tough. If you work hard, you might accomplish some of your goals. You might be able to find a nice lady with whom you respect, and love. You might be able to make a respectable amount of money. Might. Maybe. Possibly.

If you can find the motivation, I say go for it. Hell, if life is **** right now, you don't have much to lose. Hard to fall off the ladder when you are still on the bottom rung.

Note: I am a glass half full kinda guy. Unfortunately, the glass is full of poison. Sip it slow.

 

[Peaches]

Please someone make me healthy!!!

I so wish I could…

 

[AmytheTemperamental]

Sighhhhhhhhhhh sighhhhhhhhhhh sighhhhhhhhhhh sighhhhhhhhhhh sigh sigh.

 

[TheSkaFish]

Although it seems to be running at a slugs pace, life moves pretty fast and waits for no one, unfortunately. I am not one of those happy/cheery people who will tell you that "Everything will be great if you have a positive attitude" or "You can accomplish your dreams if you work really hard for it" or some other happy ********. Life is tough. If you work hard, you might accomplish some of your goals. You might be able to find a nice lady with whom you respect, and love. You might be able to make a respectable amount of money. Might. Maybe. Possibly.

If you can find the motivation, I say go for it. Hell, if life is **** right now, you don't have much to lose. Hard to fall off the ladder when you are still on the bottom rung.

Note: I am a glass half full kinda guy. Unfortunately, the glass is full of poison. Sip it slow.

I mean, the whole reason that I'm in this rut is because I went my whole life believing I couldn't be anything in the first place. I didn't have dreams growing up. I just thought I'd get some boring job that lets me be reasonably comfortable, then just come home at night and play video games and call it a life. That's what I thought people did, that's what school was - hours of boredom doing things I didn't care about, then going home and trying to salvage the day. I thought that's just what life was and I thought that you had to be born special in order to actually do something exciting with your life. But these past couple of years I've realized that I don't want to be a nothing after all - but now, I have a lot less time to change that.

I guess I just have to keep going, since the alternative is no good at all. I wish I could get just one more thing to go my way, then I might just be able to pick up a little speed.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Please someone make me healthy!!!

I so wish I could…

Me too

Sending you my bestest well wishes so you can be at the pink of health always.

 

[johnny196775]

I do not deserve to associate with such nice folks.

 

[Rosebolt]

All these amazing people i used to know, and how i scared them away unintentionally. Focussing on all that negative stuff. How i can't properly communicate without someone getting upset. Wether that person is the other or me. How i want to be left alone, but am still posting here, so i apparently require some sort of attention.