What are you feeling, hoping, thinking, or remembering right now?

[EveWasFramed]

Overwhelmed, hopeless, secondhand, lonely.
Thinking of leaving ALL too. Will check up on and answer PMs and some people, but might stop posting.

I've occasionally thought of closing my account too, but there is really no need for it. This place is not that big of a deal. If things aren't going the way you like here, it's better to just have a few weeks/months off and come back when you need it again. The majority of people who close their accounts seem to reappear at a later date anyway.

If you do choose to leave, then that's a shame, because you seem like a friendly fellow and the forum needs people like that.

I totally agree with Cavey here.

Hope you feel better, Seal. Time off might help, it did for me.

Agreed. You shouldn't leave.

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

Overwhelmed, hopeless, secondhand, lonely.
Thinking of leaving ALL too. Will check up on and answer PMs and some people, but might stop posting.

I've occasionally thought of closing my account too, but there is really no need for it. This place is not that big of a deal. If things aren't going the way you like here, it's better to just have a few weeks/months off and come back when you need it again. The majority of people who close their accounts seem to reappear at a later date anyway.

If you do choose to leave, then that's a shame, because you seem like a friendly fellow and the forum needs people like that.

I totally agree with Cavey here.

Hope you feel better, Seal. Time off might help, it did for me.

Agreed. You shouldn't leave.

Okay. I'll just take some time off I guess. Thanks guys.

 

[Arachne]

I need someone beside me, in everything I do.

 

[Serenia]

After feeling I was falling into a awful spiral, feeling much better and definately in the Christmas spirit. All thanks to a an abundance of goodwill from family, friends and a some strangers too.

 

[EveWasFramed]

I should stop ******* around on here and get to work.
I just don't seem to have the mental energy to focus on what I'm doing.
Luckily, I'll still have plenty of time tomorrow to finish everything.
Everyone else will likely be gone my mid-afternoon tomorrow.
I'll still be here, at work, waiting for 5:00 p.m. *sigh*

 

[Triple Bogey]

I should stop ******* around on here and get to work.
I just don't seem to have the mental energy to focus on what I'm doing.
Luckily, I'll still have plenty of time tomorrow to finish everything.
Everyone else will likely be gone my mid-afternoon tomorrow.
I'll still be here, at work, waiting for 5:00 p.m. *sigh*

Working Christmas eve is depressing !
I'm doing a 8 to 4. And then it's the same on Boxing day !

 

[EveWasFramed]

I should stop ******* around on here and get to work.
I just don't seem to have the mental energy to focus on what I'm doing.
Luckily, I'll still have plenty of time tomorrow to finish everything.
Everyone else will likely be gone my mid-afternoon tomorrow.
I'll still be here, at work, waiting for 5:00 p.m. *sigh*

Working Christmas eve is depressing !
I'm doing a 8 to 4. And then it's the same on Boxing day !

lol, it's not depressing for me. It's usually just really BORING.

 

[jd7]

Many years back, while driving home on the expressway with ex in the frontseat and my daughter in the backseat, we saw a commotion on the overpass above as we approached. There were lights and sirens, but not much could be made out because the guardrail was tall. Clearly, there was some sort of accident or incident. When we drove under the overpass, my ex screamed a bloodcurdling cry, grabbed my arm, jerked the wheel, and shook me, yelling "I can't breathe! I can't breathe!" with tears streaming down her face. Moments later, she didn't remember what had happened. On the evening news, we saw that a motorcyclist had been killed and pronounced dead on the scene very close to the time we were driving under him. I suppose some will scoff, as usual. But I'm not here to convince anyone of anything. This is the "What are you remembering thread" and that's what I'm remembering...

 

[sanguineRose]

Overwhelmed, hopeless, secondhand, lonely.
Thinking of leaving ALL too. Will check up on and answer PMs and some people, but might stop posting.

I've occasionally thought of closing my account too, but there is really no need for it. This place is not that big of a deal. If things aren't going the way you like here, it's better to just have a few weeks/months off and come back when you need it again. The majority of people who close their accounts seem to reappear at a later date anyway.

If you do choose to leave, then that's a shame, because you seem like a friendly fellow and the forum needs people like that.

Having left and returned myself, i second Cavey's suggestion, just take some time off and see how it goes. Then you can decide what to do with your account.

Oh! I wasn't going to close it! I mean as in stop posting for a bit. There's someone I talk to here through PMs, so I'll keep that up. But yeah, I'll give the time off a shot. Thanks guys.

I feel so lonely sometimes even when I'm surrounded by my family or friends. Then again I like to be alone and spend my time in writing something thoughtful. The real challenge for me is not the loneliness but to do something productive when I feel lonely, which is quite difficult.

I know how you feel dear. *hugs*

I'm glad you know this feeling, after all I find it very difficult to make someone understand that I don't want to be lonely yet I want to be alone. Oh dear! I sound so confused again.

 

[Alma lost her spoon]

I'm hoping this bloody fluey nonsense will die & the rain will stop by lunchtime......what? It's Christmas, I wants my miracle!

 

[Cavey]

I'm hoping this bloody fluey nonsense will die & the rain will stop by lunchtime......what? It's Christmas, I wants my miracle!

It's just stopped raining here after a week of it, so there's hope. Unfortunately, half of my garden is flooded and it's supposed to freeze tonight, so I may have an impromptu ice rink!

 

[Lacrecia]

Emotionally and physically exhausted.

 

[EveWasFramed]

HOLY **** IM GOING TO ******* KILL THEM BOTH!!!!

 

[Solivagant]

^ Whoa, what's going on?

 

[EveWasFramed]

^ Whoa, what's going on?

Sorry for the outburst. It's a family thing. Carry on. (Wary)

 

[Solivagant]

Sorry for the outburst. It's a family thing. Carry on. (Wary)

Ah, "a family thing". No explanation necessary, lol. No apologies, it's good to let off some steam. ^^ Just hoping you're okay!

 

[ladyforsaken]

I should stop ******* around on here and get to work.
I just don't seem to have the mental energy to focus on what I'm doing.
Luckily, I'll still have plenty of time tomorrow to finish everything.
Everyone else will likely be gone my mid-afternoon tomorrow.
I'll still be here, at work, waiting for 5:00 p.m. *sigh*

Working Christmas eve is depressing !
I'm doing a 8 to 4. And then it's the same on Boxing day !

That sounds like my working hours yesterday on the eve and tomorrow. I don't celebrate Christmas, but it'll be nice to have some extra time off. Especially with a stupid headache lingering around me all day.

HOLY **** IM GOING TO ******* KILL THEM BOTH!!!!

:0
Tell me where to go, I'll bring back up.
Hope you're okay, Eve.

 

[Cavey]

HOLY **** IM GOING TO ******* KILL THEM BOTH!!!!

That's kind of how I was feeling last night. If there's one thing you can count on from family at Christmas it's DRAMA!

Follow Cavey's helpful advice...

Step 1. Take a deep breath
Step 2. Count to 10...

Step 3. Find a length of rope and a couple of tennis balls
Step 4. Truss those suckers up like a turkey
Step 5. Put on some music and consume an alcoholic beverage of your choosing.

Oh, after trussing, do not transfer to the oven - that's not cool and could result in all manner of criminal charges!

 

[ladyforsaken]

I would totally join that activity, Cavey. Let's make it a Christmas activity. *rubs hands together*

 

[Nuzzy Nuz]

Energized and full of determination