What are you feeling, hoping, thinking, or remembering right now?

[gabriel20]

Today,I'm hoping Magalie is feeling better,after feeling unwell yesterday.

And that Arachne,PurpleMist,and Blackfire,Peaches,and LadyF, Eve,SophiaGrace,Hazel,Lilith,She-ra and imlikeasilhouette, and ,Alma,DDZ,Callie,Lacrecia and everyone else who have been so nice on here,find what they are looking for,and everyone on here has a great New Year.

And I'm glad Wallflower has decided to just take a break from here,and not leave after all.

 

[Alma lost her spoon]

That's really sweet Gabe, I hope you, & everyone here has the best of times ahead for 2015!

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I am feeling warm fuzzies.

& no I haven't been drinking yet today!

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The joy that a late delivered Xmas card can bring, most especially when it's a brilliant hand made card from my nephew & his lovely girlfriend.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Today,I'm hoping Magalie is feeling better,after feeling unwell yesterday.

And that Arachne,PurpleMist,and Blackfire,Peaches,and LadyF, Eve,SophiaGrace,Hazel,Lilith,She-ra and imlikeasilhouette, and ,Alma,DDZ,Callie,Lacrecia and everyone else who have been so nice on here,find what they are looking for,and everyone on here has a great New Year.

And I'm glad Wallflower has decided to just take a break from here,and not leave after all.

*hugs* You're such a kind person.
Thank you - I hope the same for you.

 

[Serenia]

Damn it the closer I get to New Years I am feeling more and more nostalgic. I think I need a.good shake. Why thus year though?

 

[jd7]

being chased by someone with a 12-gauge and night vision - 1993

one hell of a memory

 

[Alma lost her spoon]

Damn it the closer I get to New Years I am feeling more and more nostalgic. I think I need a.good shake. Why thus year though?

For you Sher-ra

*helpful

 

[sanguineRose]

I am feeling very down right now. I tried listening my favorite songs but it did not make much difference. The feeling of being lonely is getting over me again. Guess I really need somebody to talk to

 

[Seeker_2.0]

I feel like disappearing for the next 24 hours, so that i don't have to spend New Year's Eve with awful relatives again.

 

[jaguarundi]

Another year almost gone.

It beggars belief how fast time goes the older you get. Sometimes it feels like I am cantering down a steep hill towards the inevitable grave.

If I could turn back time....

 

[EveWasFramed]

If I could turn back time....

When you figure out how, please share that info with me, k?

 

[Serenia]

I have been feeling down this festive period. Things have been emotionaly hard for a god fews reasons. I also felt like I have achieved very litle this year except getting a job, which still hasn't sunk in yet because I haven't started yet. Every New Year I write simple goals I would like to achieve in the next year. When I looked at last years this morning I was really pleasantly surprised at how much I did accomplish. I feel so much more positive now.

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Damn it the closer I get to New Years I am feeling more and more nostalgic. I think I need a.good shake. Why thus year though?

For you Sher-ra

*helpful

Thans for that lol

 

[Alma lost her spoon]

Hee hee you're welcome she-ra

I'm thinking. ...I'm going to have to brave the shops now eek!

Cover me I'm going in!

 

[sothatwasmylife]

Hoping that my stratedgy for coping doesn't become a habit

 

[ladyforsaken]

I am feeling very down right now. I tried listening my favorite songs but it did not make much difference. The feeling of being lonely is getting over me again. Guess I really need somebody to talk to

*hugs*
Feel free to PM me, okay?

I have been feeling down this festive period. Things have been emotionaly hard for a god fews reasons. I also felt like I have achieved very litle this year except getting a job, which still hasn't sunk in yet because I haven't started yet. Every New Year I write simple goals I would like to achieve in the next year. When I looked at last years this morning I was really pleasantly surprised at how much I did accomplish. I feel so much more positive now.

She-ra, you're a wonderful person all-around. You're a great mother, a great friend, a great daughter and you have done so much for your family first and foremost, for yourself after that, and that you've been working so hard to keep everything together for everyone, that you don't see how far you've come. I think your willpower, strength and determination is commendable, and I'm truly inspired by you for that.

 

[johnny196775Again]

Forums seem like interactive books to me.

 

[PenDragon]

Today's recipe...
I'm feeling lazy hoping I would take a bath and thinking about spending some quality time with my family and right now I'm remembering the last year's new year celebration.

 

[Serenia]

I am feeling very down right now. I tried listening my favorite songs but it did not make much difference. The feeling of being lonely is getting over me again. Guess I really need somebody to talk to

*hugs*
Feel free to PM me, okay?

I have been feeling down this festive period. Things have been emotionaly hard for a god fews reasons. I also felt like I have achieved very litle this year except getting a job, which still hasn't sunk in yet because I haven't started yet. Every New Year I write simple goals I would like to achieve in the next year. When I looked at last years this morning I was really pleasantly surprised at how much I did accomplish. I feel so much more positive now.

She-ra, you're a wonderful person all-around. You're a great mother, a great friend, a great daughter and you have done so much for your family first and foremost, for yourself after that, and that you've been working so hard to keep everything together for everyone, that you don't see how far you've come. I think your willpower, strength and determination is commendable, and I'm truly inspired by you for that.

Thanks so much for these words, I filled up reading them, I am touched. I don't think you know how much of an inspiration you are too me.

 

[InSearchOfPeople]

Just out of curiosity, what do you work as?

Happy New Year! I hope this one will be better for you and everybody on this website.

I work in cold sales. It's when I need to sell something to people, that they didn't come to buy in the first place, in order to make money for myself.

Though it's absolutely not a part of my personality to approach anybody and I am generally shy and closed person, I am a quick learner. I learnt how to be one of the best in a company where I work.

All the "NO"s I get and often the WAY I get it, affects me a lot. My self esteem has gone from low to almost none.

I had a plan in the beginning, to come here, make quick money, invest it and move on with my life.

Instead, I got sucked in. I didn't plan investment carefully, so I made some mistakes, that I don't know how to solve now. Then I started to spend a lot for small things, that were not necessary. And also I started to want to become a part of the group, where I am not welcome. And the more I tried, the more I was excluded, and it caused more loneliness and depression, which caused more spending and losing my original plan.

Looking back on 2014 and 2013, I regret, how much TIME I WASTED trying to be friends with bad people, that don't want me, just used me and then disposed like trash, all the time wasted thinking about it, talking about it, crying about it.

50% out of 2 years was thrown away on that BS. Instead, I could be using this time for something more productive, positive, building my life...but it is hard, when there is no support system and people around are intentionally trying to hurt and exclude, or pretend to be friends for their use or to give a bad advice, because they see my ambitions and they so badly don't want me to succeed.

This year I made a wish. It wasn't for money, men, success and etc. I wished for "true friends". Because I know that if I have good people around me, who believe in me, who sees my potential and wants me to succeed, the sky is my limit.

I will hope and pray that my loneliness and loneliness of people from this website will end this year.

 

[Rainbows]

I'm a person who isn't meant for happy endings. I realise that.

 

[Tealeaf]

Sometimes I feel like that guy who wrote - what was it - a book-length explanation of why suicide is the logical answer and then offed himself? Like I'm digging my own grave just by living.

Every day, I reason with myself about why getting up and working is the correct option. When I'm so depressed that I throw up my food, though, it's a hard argument to win. Even my body doesn't want me to live. Someone stopped for me at the crosswalk today. It would have been better for them to slam their foot on the gas when they saw me.

I get up so that I can work.

And then what?

I work so that I can have money and not be in discomfort.

And then what?

I enjoy having done good work and having money leftover.

And then what?

I buy video games with my money and pretend the characters are my friends.

And then what?

I'm comfortable enough to go to sleep.

And then what?

I repeat the cycle.

... And then what?