What are you feeling, hoping, thinking, or remembering right now?

[9006]

I remember when I was a kid and half an hour felt like a long ass time.

 

[mslonely]

I'm angry, I am. but, I can't let it get to me.
Ungrateful beings!

 

[user 115627]

So that's what the end of this line looks like...could be worse. Now just let me stay home this weekend and I won't utter a single word of objection.

 

[Shio]

So that's what the end of this line looks like...could be worse. Now just let me stay home this weekend and I won't utter a single word of objection.

I couldn't agree more.

 

[lonelyfairy]

So now I need to buy a new computer. I'm already poor without a job. How "nice". ><"

 

[TheSkaFish]

Thinking that while on my bike ride tonight, I stopped at a car show. Man....there were some really cool cars out tonight. Cars aren't everything, of course. But they aren't nothing, either.

 

[lifestream]

I was thinking about this girl I knew from secondary school. She's one of the few people from those days that I have any good feelings about. She treated me with respect, even kindness, when most of my other schoolmates mocked and ridiculed me. In fact, one of the reasons I befriended my current best friend was because she reminded me of this girl. Anyway, I Googled her out of curiosity and lo and behold, her Facebook page was the first hit. I remember her as this tall, pale, freckled, outspoken girl with long auburn hair who wore black clothes and was passionate about Smashing Pumpkins. Now it seems she's a married woman with two kids living what appears to be a very conventional life. While I'm very happy for her, I wonder if she, like me, ever wonders what happened to that girl who loved Smashing Pumpkins...

 

[ladyforsaken]

I miss normal, healthy, unchapped, pain-free lips. Seriously. Chap sticks or lip balms can only do so much. Brrr..

 

[Aisha]

No more milk for you. Until the next time. Ugh. I know of the fight between my stomach and lactose, why do I keep subjecting myself to this? I'm a fool and a half. When will I learn?

 

[user 115627]

From bad to worse. This is actually worth crying about, but I know I can do nothing about it so I won't...fresia it, I'll just play some RAGE.

 

[Peaches]

I feel my destiny is approaching, don't know what it is but I feel it, and I hope that I am not just losing my mind

 

[lonelyfairy]

I need to lose this extra weight in 4-6 months... I know it might not be healthy but I really want this. It took one year to gain all this weight but it makes me feel so ugly and unworthy. Why I was so stupid and was binge eating so freaking much. This whole issue is definitely completely psychological to me. Eating the junk food won't change my life, NEVER. Only to worse, but it doesn't bring any long-lasting good feelings, only happiness for a very short time, then I am sad again.

 

[TheSkaFish]

Feeling anxious. Hoping we DON'T have another "financial talk" today. Those are always nothing but demoralizing. I don't need help feeling like crap, thanks.

 

[VanillaCreme]

Totally remember this from years ago, and thinking that it's still freakin' funny.

[video=youtube]

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

Feeling nervous, guilty, and like a doormat.

 

[Tealeaf]

Is it really that surprising when I don't like a character just because they share minority status with me? I don't care if the character is an x, y, or z like me where very few characters are unless I personally like them and their story. I can't be bought by appealing to a need for validation of my social group. Not in comics, not in video games, and not anywhere else.

Is that really weird? People seem surprised when I say I don't like a character who shares my gender, sexual orientation, or other traits that other people liked.

I will never understand people.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Everyone around me is moving along ahead... even my best friend got a job in something she likes, and only had 2 interviews ever since she came back home about a month or so ago. Everyone seems to progress at something in their lives, no matter how small or insignificant it may be to them.

Here I am.. stuck in time... hanging on to life and wondering if tomorrow is another day, or not. Like I have nothing better to do. People often think I'm not affected or not reacting to my situation but what am I suppose to do? Whine about it? Be openly sad about it? Lament at how my life feels meaningless like this?

Just cos I choose to smile and laugh every single day, doesn't mean I don't feel anything with regards to my situation. It doesn't mean I'm not affected, neither does it mean I'm in denial. It just means simply that, that I choose to smile and laugh and enjoy what I can for the day. I have enough sadness in my life to last a lifetime right now, and I'm not going to let that ruin whatever time I have left in this world. People only know what's on the surface and they judge me based on what they see. Which totally doesn't reflect the real deal.

If there's one thing I should not let myself feel down for right now, it would be the words of people who don't ******* know me and who don't know the real deal. I don't need to prove myself to anyone.

 

[lonelyfairy]

^ *hugs* I know that feeling... Just like I would have hit ''Pause'' button and everyone else are moving on in their lives... :/ You don't need to prove yourself to anyone, you are good enough as being you. You don't need to justify your feelings to anyone.

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Sigh... I need to clean my whole apartment and really get rid of the useless stuff. Why I am so lazy?

 

[ladyforsaken]

^Thanks, fairy. *hugs*
People, pfft.

 

[mslonely]

Everyone around me is moving along ahead... even my best friend got a job in something she likes, and only had 2 interviews ever since she came back home about a month or so ago. Everyone seems to progress at something in their lives, no matter how small or insignificant it may be to them.

Here I am.. stuck in time... hanging on to life and wondering if tomorrow is another day, or not. Like I have nothing better to do. People often think I'm not affected or not reacting to my situation but what am I suppose to do? Whine about it? Be openly sad about it? Lament at how my life feels meaningless like this?
I get this, all the time.

I feel like time could wait for me to catch up with everyone else.
But, it won't wait for me so what else can I do other than working towards my goals, even with the obstacles I need to keep trying

I truly hope you're going to be okay and wish you the best and more, Lady.
(hugs)

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I'm feeling so powerless. Why didn't I do something earlier. It's all my fault
I hope she didn't see it.