What are you feeling, hoping, thinking, or remembering right now?

[147]

Answering my own questions.
Everything reflects itself.

 

[TheRealCallie]

I'm remembering this place used to be so active, even had a discord chat thing and everything o.o

We still have the chat.

 

[TogetherAlone]

Oooh that's good to hear, would ask to join again but dunno if I'd be active or able to keep up

 

[TheRealCallie]

Oooh that's good to hear, would ask to join again but dunno if I'd be active or able to keep up

You can just talk whenever you want. No need to be active all the time. Lots of people only talk occasionally. I'll send you an invite. Use it if you'd like.

 

[reynard_muldrake]

Happy to have secured my NIN ticket, annoyed that Ticketmaster kept kicking me out. lol.

 

[TheSkaFish]

Happy to have secured my NIN ticket, annoyed that Ticketmaster kept kicking me out. lol.

Glad you have something fun to look forward to

 

[147]

You don't find the truth; the truth finds you.

 

[147]

The problem with this road is that it's completely obscured, to the point of total blindness.
At absolutely no point do you ever know whether it's another 10 freaking years, or only one more step through the darkness and you will have reached your goal. I think that's the biggest resentment. If you were only granted the ability to see how far and how long it's stretched out in front of you, you could make a worthy decision. As it stands, you have to rely on your faith, on your trust, on what other people promise, and on your gut instinct on the matter. It's not fair (not from a human point of view). It's a heavy veil indeed, probably one of the thickest we'll ever encounter.
Somewhere, in a different part of the universe, I like to think we're all sitting in a future time frame, chuckling about all this. "Oh, look at me there: Writing this with tears in my eyes."
I pray I'm being guided.

 

[HellsLittleAngel]

I just took a nice, hot shower on this cold & snowy day. Relaxing!

 

[wolfblood]

I feel I should get some rest, but I've listened to a song that reminded me of someone I used to know. And I remember I've hurt their feelings. I just want to say I'm sorry. I know they'll never see this message. But I want to express how sorry I am and how I wish things would've been different.

 

[TropicalStarfish]

heh..

 

[HellsLittleAngel]

I feel I should get some rest, but I've listened to a song that reminded me of someone I used to know. And I remember I've hurt their feelings. I just want to say I'm sorry. I know they'll never see this message. But I want to express how sorry I am and how I wish things would've been different.

If you truly feel that way, just tell them. If you can't, message them.

 

[wolfblood]

If you truly feel that way, just tell them. If you can't, message them.

I've messaged them before, actually, saying sorry and asking if we could still be friends, I've waited for a while and then I've messaged them again saying "I'll interpret your silence as a "no". I'm stupid, I know. Of course they didn't reply to any of my messages. I'm childish.

 

[HellsLittleAngel]

I've messaged them before, actually, saying sorry and asking if we could still be friends, I've waited for a while and then I've messaged them again saying "I'll interpret your silence as a "no". I'm stupid, I know. Of course they didn't reply to any of my messages. I'm childish.

If you've already done your part, then it's up to them to do theirs. Sometimes, we don't always get closure and I've learned that in life, and I've done the same. Also, sometimes no response is a response to just accept and move on. Forgive yourself, you've done your part.

 

[okidoke]

I wonder where I'd be today if I got that job with AirWhitsunday back in the late 80's?

 

[wolfblood]

If you've already done your part, then it's up to them to do theirs. Sometimes, we don't always get closure and I've learned that in life, and I've done the same. Also, sometimes no response is a response to just accept and move on. Forgive yourself, you've done your part.

Thank you!

Yes, I've accepted and moved on.
It's just that certain songs trigger certain memories.

 

[HellsLittleAngel]

Thank you!

Yes, I've accepted and moved on.
It's just that certain songs trigger certain memories.

Of course, we all have those feelings, especially when we're listening to a certain song. For example...today is my mother's heavenly birthday, and I listen to the song "Dancing in the Sky" by Dani and Lizzy every single year on her birthday. It literally makes me cry every single time I hear it. I listen to it on other days as well. It's the most beautiful, yet saddest song about someone very close to you.

 

[wolfblood]

Of course, we all have those feelings, especially when we're listening to a certain song. For example...today is my mother's heavenly birthday, and I listen to the song "Dancing in the Sky" by Dani and Lizzy every single year on her birthday. It literally makes me cry every single time I hear it. I listen to it on other days as well. It's the most beautiful, yet saddest song about someone very close to you.

I'm so sorry... My condolences!
And happy birthday to her, I'm sure she's there, always protecting you from above.

I'd be very sad if I lost my mother too. I'm very close to my mom.

 

[HellsLittleAngel]

I'm so sorry... My condolences!
And happy birthday to her, I'm sure she's there, always protecting you from above.

I'd be very sad if I lost my mother too. I'm very close to my mom.

Thank you so much, I appreciate it. Yes, I know what you mean. We were so close and did everything together. She was diagnosed with lung cancer years ago, was in remission for 10 years, for it to come back and attack her 10x fold. She was admitted to the hospital the day before my birthday in 2017. I spent everyday with her until she passed, 2 weeks later.

 

[wolfblood]

Thank you so much, I appreciate it. Yes, I know what you mean. We were so close and did everything together. She was diagnosed with lung cancer years ago, was in remission for 10 years, for it to come back and attack her 10x fold. She was admitted to the hospital the day before my birthday in 2017. I spent everyday with her until she passed, 2 weeks later.

Ufff I'm so sorry... Maybe you will meet again, yes? Do you believe we could meet our dear ones in the afterlife? I believe so. That's what keeps me from crying every day.