Right now ... feeling a lot of intense frustration. There is nobody to talk with, nobody who it feels like will let me get close. Sick of trying the pointless dating apps where nobody even talks, and there is just nowhere to go to meet people. Tired of being told to try yet another hobby or interest, when it feels like I barely get time to do the ones I already have ... plus being told that just isn’t helpful when you are depressed. I think it shows a total lack of interest, and just feels like buck passing in a way.
Just frustrated socially. Emotionally. Romantically. Sexually. Everywhere feels like I am running headlong in to the same dead ends.