What are you thinking right now?

[Veruca]

why do people drink coffee which comes from animal droppings.... >_<

Cuz its extra aromatic?

I wish I had someone to go to the stand up comedy show with

 

[Toby]

this is the worst possible time to be left alone a week..

Why's that, fox?

 

[ASnowyCanadian]

Should I get my tattoo yellow or black? Hmmmm..

 

[WildernessWildChild]

The Kid hasn't even called today. Kind of emphasizes how alone I am.....

 

[Toby]

WildernessWildChild, is that your kid who hasn't called?

 

[annik]

I feel like a scab, a parasite, a leech. I just live off other people. I hate being me, my life sometimes.

Urgh

 

[Toby]

I feel like a scab, a parasite, a leech. I just live off other people. I hate being me, my life sometimes.

Urgh

Change can happen now that you see things more clearly.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Will this finally work the way I want it to?

 

[Edward W]

You don't have to be a billionaire
You don't have to have much to show how much you care
Like give a wink, give a kiss
Like give a little happiness
If we give a little love, maybe we can change the world

 

[Broken_Doll]

Thank you, Broken_Doll

No worries, thank you!

Yeah you actually stand out lol in this thread with so many thoughts at once!

Apparently "a busy mind is a happy mind", for me, this is partly true.

Family, as they say and I've been reminded again and again, you can choose your friends but not your family. I'm just trying to ignore them for the time being

I usually just lock myself away in my room until the feeling passes. No wonder my family always thought I was weird really (not that they don't think I'm weird nowadays).

And back to the topic...

* I need more motivation to work out etc.
* I need to stop eating eat less fresia it, I'll just call it "portion control", I need to eat healthier.
* I need to stop thinking about my thighs and my waist.
* I need to be social, and stop making excuses not to go out and see my new friends, or soon I'll likely not have any.
* I'm sick of feeling like I have to pretend that I don't still have feelings for my ex around some certain called "friends", sure it probably pisses them off that I go on about it sometimes, but I do still have feelings for him, and I have been trying to change how I feel for a long time now...

Unrelated...
* People who think I've "changed", maybe you never really knew me at all, the last you saw me was when I was 11-13. People do change, they grow, if I was still exactly the same as I was back when I was 11-13 that'd be kinda unhealthy. People don't always become who you want them to be, sometimes people aren't who you think they are.
*I'm sick of feeling like I have to pretend that I didn't enjoy every moment of it.
* I don't love him, and he doesn't love me, but we can't get enough.
* Sometimes I just really want somebody to corner me and call me out on it, so I'll have to face up to it without running away...

 

[Ak5]

Whether my friend and I win the school presidency will be determined on Friday!

 

[annik]

Do not eat all the toffypops!

 

[Edward W]

I need more ideas...

 

[Gondwanaland]

Man!!! I don't wanna work out today, but I have to!!!

 

[ladyforsaken]

I need more ideas...

Want input?

I'm thinking that I have to get to replying PMs more promptly. I just tend to ramble so much it takes a long time to complete one message. Sorry. I'll try to be more prompt.

 

[lonelyguy23]

What was i thinking last night and why did i go out to a bar by myself after work.

 

[annik]

Today could have gone better...

 

[Pip]

Whether people can truly change

 

[Edward W]

Whether people can truly change

Sometimes, but I think the change has to come from them, from within.

 

[painter's radio]

Whether people can truly change

They can, I've seen it. Shame it was later rather than sooner, but it happened. I suppose the possibility of them going back to old habits is still there, but I'm confident they wont. For the record, I don't particularly like this person so don't think I'm being optimistic.