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Hmmm, the chlorine in the pool pretty much burnt my retinas out, wonder if it has any effect on those eyelash mites (shudder) :p
 
Veruca said:
Perhaps with time the both of us will be more comfortable with opening ourselves here :). *hugs back to you too*
I hope so too *hugs for Veruca* ... :)

Back to the topic:
* I wish I had my creative moments at more convenient times instead of like midnight and after haha.
* I'm fresh out of the shower - gawd it feels soooooooooooo good to be so clean. :D
* The weather better be nice again tomorrow.
* I want a copy of that book for my bookshelf now that I've read it.
* That's it, I wanna learn how to hula hoop **** it.

* I need to stop eating.
* I keep thinking about him - about what we did. And I keep wondering if I should feel guilty about it or not.
 
1). Why can't I sleep?
2). Why am I regressing? I'm losing interest in people again.
3). Is isolation the answer?
 
It's probably best I never love again. It's not just normal waaaah heartbreak. When I experience love I experience a whole bunch of emotions that I just can't deal with, from massive depression, hints of psychosis and very strong suicidal urges. It's bizarre, and extremely annoying. I simply cannot love without these unwanted experiences. Yet there's nothing I want more than to love and be loved. It makes sense now why my mother has been single for over 20 years. It's so sad, but I see no other option, other than to keep trying, and to keep on damaging myself and anyone who is unlucky enough to fall in love with me.
 

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