1. I ******* better not be ill for too long, I'm ill again, everything aches and thus far my period has lasted just over 2 weeks - OVER TWO ******* WEEKS (and this **** is meant to be "normal" and "healthy" in that it means I'm fertile or some **** when I've never ever wanted kids ever?!?!?!). I'm having to take iron supplements because this "natural" bodily function of a healthy "woman" (I don't know, I don't like the word much when it's used about me) has made me anaemic when I already have poor enough health. I'm just angry because everything hurts and I want to go hibernate but I have to go do ****.
2. None of my "friends" have called me for a while, except one, I know I'm probably being irrational but I'm beginning to think people are bored of me or something. Oh well, I don't feel like going outside anyway.
3. I never know the right things to do or say.
4. I'm such a **** up sometimes.
5. I have no direction in life.