1. I ******* better not be ill for too long, I'm ill again, everything aches and thus far my period has lasted just over 2 weeks - OVER TWO ******* WEEKS (and this honeysuckle is meant to be "normal" and "healthy" in that it means I'm fertile or some honeysuckle when I've never ever wanted kids ever?!?!?!). I'm having to take iron supplements because this "natural" bodily function of a healthy "woman" (I don't know, I don't like the word much when it's used about me) has made me anaemic when I already have poor enough health. I'm just angry because everything hurts and I want to go hibernate but I have to go do honeysuckle.
2. None of my "friends" have called me for a while, except one, I know I'm probably being irrational but I'm beginning to think people are bored of me or something. Oh well, I don't feel like going outside anyway.
3. I never know the right things to do or say.
4. I'm such a fresia up sometimes.
5. I have no direction in life.