What are you thinking right now?

[a lonely person]

Four days ago I cried on the bus on my way home, I was thinking how it didnt make sense for me to live in this world. Now im fine again, but nothing has changed.

 

[LeaningIntoTheMuse]

I've learned this from experience, but the more you try to get people to relate to you, the more they push you away.

It's not worth opening up anymore. I can't trust anyone.

 

[Solivagant]

It's no wonder I'm alone. Why would anyone want to be around this.

I should just go away.

 

[Blush]

My head hurts.

 

[EveWasFramed]

That was very nice.

 

[Broken_Doll]

I need to make more effort with the people in my life.
I need a proper routine.
I need to tidy up.
I need to go to bed soon, too sleepy...

I forgot that with my depression I get highs as well as lows, sometimes I forget stuff. I worry too much, also I analyse and think too much a lot too, and I have thiis way of driving myself ******* nuts with my anxieties, fears and thoughts. Sometimes I wonder if all the medications for my mind I've tried haven't worked because maybe I am the problem? Like how can I cure/rid myself of me? What can I do when I'm driving myself mad and I can't run away from me? I tell myself to just shut up and get on sometimes, but that doesn't always work.

These days I seem to go from one extreme to the other:
Over sleep/don't sleep at all.
Eat everything/fasting.
Really happy like almost manic happy/miserable as sin.
Super efficient/ZERO motivation what so ever.
Immaculately groomed/pyjamas and un-brushed hair all week long.

 

[Locke]

It's no wonder I'm alone. Why would anyone want to be around this.

I should just go away.

*Hug* Don't go away.

 

[MTrip]

You can take care of yourself, you can try to eat right & exercise, but once you're past 35 or so it's all downhill from there. That goes double when you have health issues due to lousy DNA.

 

[9006]

Ahh, I like it just this way; no ******* annoyances.

 

[daughter of the moon]

Maybe if I fall asleep I won't breathe right.... maybe...

 

[Drama]

Ugh, i so hate this subject. It is restraining. If i wanted to study HR i'd have gone for law dammit.

 

[daughter of the moon]

I hate this part of my life. Always freaking #2.

 

[Solivagant]

Why do I keep going back to the fridge as if something to eat will have magically appeared in there...

 

[Peaches]

every single sentence my mother utters is to tell me how to do things, what to do, or to give me a grade on something, no wonder my self esteem keeps going back to zero

 

[Midnight Sky]

Worried. . .

 

[Locke]

I wish I weren't always so nervous talking on the phone....

 

[LeaningIntoTheMuse]

I wish I weren't always so nervous talking on the phone....

I thought I was the only one! I have a terrible time talking on the phone. Even though I own one of those smartphones, an expensive iPhone, I still hate talking on it.

 

[Solivagant]

I wish I weren't always so nervous talking on the phone....

I thought I was the only one! I have a terrible time talking on the phone.

You're not the only one, that makes three of us.

 

[Drama]

I hate talking on the phone too, but only because I hate talking and the person cannot see me so they cannot see that im annoyed so they dont leave me alone.

 

[Triple Bogey]

I don't like phones either