Hi Qui...I miss you.
How have you been ?
I don't know why...or what went on.
I'm sorry you went through what you through.
I still hope you're doing okay and your life is going well.
Errrr....a girl called me on my ****.
She told me i needed to get out of myself and spend a couple of hours
doing stuff for her as I told her i was going to do a month ago.
I didn't promise her...but dain. She gave me the **** test big time
She wasn't totally mean about it...but the message was clear.
Will...that gives me something to do tomorrow.
Dain it...i put my foot in my mouth again...i told her I would do it tommorow.
I should be grateful she's giving a second chance to be her friend.
Now the ball is in my court..the responsiblities are mine.
Straigth up... holding me accountiable.
If I don't come through...she'll think I'm a total flake..she probably thinks I'm half flaky ATM
Never mind what i said or think...it's about what I do now.
Yeah...I don't want to be as lonely anymore. Being a friend to her would help releave my loneliness.
Dain..i need to get my **** together.