What are you thinking right now?

[MTrip]

Am in Ukiah again. Stuff to handle for my mother, who is in a nursing facility. She can't make it back to the apartment so I'll have to close it out...other stuff to do also. Little energy or desire at the moment.

I saw her yesterday. She has given up hope, which considering the situation is quite realistic on her part.

An exchange when I went to get breakfast this morning:

"Fruit juice, what kinds do you have?"
"We have orange, apple, cranberry & tomato."
"...I'll go with orange, thanks. Who the hell wants tomato juice first thing in the morning?"
"Haha! Bloody Mary?"
"Don't tempt me."

 

[9006]

It's all the little things that seem to build up.

 

[ladyforsaken]

told people at work about my birthday tomorrow.
A few wished me a happy birthday. One got me a cake which was nice !
Glad I am not working !

Happy birthday, TB!

I think it is starting to hit me.. that I'm leaving my job soon.

Fantastic
Do you have a new one lined up yet ?

No .. not really, hehe. I'll find something... I hope.

I think it is starting to hit me.. that I'm leaving my job soon.

You got through it . I hope you get all you wish for .

Thank you Gracie

it is really difficult to do things as normal while crying all the time, everything gets wet and slippery

Hey hey now, why you crying? *hugs* hope you're feeling better now.

 

[Peaches]

thank you Lady, it is better already, when I go many days without having contact with anyone except for my mother I go to a really bad place, it's like a temporary madness, where everything is wrong and I must cease to exist (! kind of, really) and I can cry for days without interruption. That is also affected by lack of vitamin D, that I forgot to take for three weeks.

tonight I went to a concert with acquaintances, tomorrow have 2 (2!) dates, no one I am crazy about unfortunately, and I am writing a lot of messages, so mood is more normal now

It's cool to live in a city where you can go in 10 minutes to a rock concert (pretty nice, actually) and look at a half naked guy lick his balls (!) for two hours only and then go home to sleep by midnight

why am I writing all this on here for the world to see? well, it was good fun, that's what I am thinking

 

[Alana]

Why am I still here?

 

[EveWasFramed]

I don't have the time or the mental energy for much more of this...

 

[Peaches]

Why am I still here?

because you never know!

 

[WildernessWildChild]

I don't have the time or the mental energy for much more of this...

Ditto....are we talking about the same thing?

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Lunch break....parked in a dark, quiet, remote corner of the mine and looking up at the stars....wondering....dreaming

 

[VanillaCreme]

My shoulder just popped. Feels good.

 

[ladyforsaken]

It's cool to live in a city where you can go in 10 minutes to a rock concert (pretty nice, actually) and look at a half naked guy lick his balls (!) for two hours only and then go home to sleep by midnight

Rofl - is this what I am to expect in the future if I go for rock concerts there?

Why am I still here?

Because you're awesome, Alana. *hugs*

 

[9006]

You always get a nutter!

 

[Peaches]

It's cool to live in a city where you can go in 10 minutes to a rock concert (pretty nice, actually) and look at a half naked guy lick his balls (!) for two hours only and then go home to sleep by midnight

Rofl - is this what I am to expect in the future if I go for rock concerts there?

it was a performance of, I think it's called, "cow-punk", they had to be transgressive; anyway his balls were the covered half

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My shoulder just popped. Feels good.

popped BACK, I hope!

 

[Triple Bogey]

Regarding Lisa at work and her great tits in her garden.

I was talking to somebody and as a joke said 'I wonder how Lisa's tit's are ?'
They laughed and said they would ask Lisa. I said 'no, don't do it' but of course they did and a short time later Lisa walked up red in the face and declared 'my tits are fine, thanks !'

 

[Peaches]

I might not sound like Ella Fitzgerald, but if I am not careful I will look like her soon

 

[WishingWell]

I feel like tearing my hair out--but I like my hair.

 

[hazey]

worried about my future.

 

[9006]

worried about my future.

Welcome to the site.

 

[WildernessWildChild]

Missing Kid

 

[ringwood]

Ho hum...waiting on hold sucks...least they could do is play some decent music, sheesh.

 

[9006]

Sometimes I have to laugh, otherwise I'll either scream or kick-off. Funny.