What are you thinking right now?

[johnny196775]

This website seems to bring out the worst in people. Especially me.

 

[jaguarundi]

All the lonely people, where do they all belong. ?

 

[johnny196775]

elenor rigby?

i think my parents were expecting me to grow up to be a serial killer or something because being gay was not a problem to them in any way. It was like they were relieved.

 

[workaloneuk]

Why do I bother to log in to this site - as I obviously have almost nothing in common with anyone here ....

 

[jaguarundi]

elenor rigby?

i think my parents were expecting me to grow up to be a serial killer or something because being gay was not a problem to them in any way. It was like they were relieved.

Yes Eleanor Rigby. Woke up humming it, no doubt my funeral will be like that - nobody there. No priest though ... atheist more or less

Interesting take on gayness - get your parents worried that you are a psychopath then they won't mind when they find out you are gay. Mind you from what I have heard there may be some parents of gay kids who would prefer that. At least raping and murdering women proves you are not gay, kind of thing...

workalone - there will be some people you something in common with on ALL. Find them, pm them. You never know.

 

[TheRealCallie]

Let's see if today goes better than yesterday....after my mug is filled once again with nice hot coffee, that is.

Why do I bother to log in to this site - as I obviously have almost nothing in common with anyone here ....

There are 19,000 people registered here (granted, not all of them are active), there has to be at least one person here that you have something in common with. But, you won't find them if you don't post and talk to people.

 

[VanillaCreme]

Oh, look at you... You're being what you should be for once, instead of having everyone come to you.

 

[ladyforsaken]

I told someone that i think most of my problems lie within my own head. The advice i got was to cut off my head. I took this as a joke and had a great laugh. :~D

Imma kick that person!! So insensitive.

Anyway, I once said to a friend that I have never felt this brain-freeze sensation. She said that's cos I am brainless...

 

[Veruca]

Lady- this person is the brainless one. Not you. Never.

I am thinking people should stop asking me to lose my virginity to an escort. Why? Those are the only guys who would sleep with me? The ones I have to pay?

 

[VeganAtheist]

I hate my job with a passion. I need to use that passion to find a new job.

 

[TheSkaFish]

I hate my job with a passion. I need to use that passion to find a new job.

Yea, I'm doing that too. Re-directing my passion from hating things to finding a better way. I wish my parents were not so defeatist, though. The attitude seeps into me and makes me feel "why bother, I'm just going to fail anyway". I love my parents, but not their ideas about money. I need to always remember to separate the people from the ideas. I need to shake this image I have of me in the future as a victim, failing. I just am really struggling to picture myself as successful and believe it.

Sometimes I think to myself, why can't I be interested in practical, real-world things that actually make money, like business, law, or engineering? I'd have a lot easier of a time in life, but then again, if I were interested in those things I'd probably also be interested in swearing, alcoholism, and cigarettes.

 

[johnny196775]

My older bigger brother used to beat me up a lot and the only way i can deal with it is to think i asked for it. Did I? ??????? i think i terorrized him. He was ashamed of me for being gay so i do not talk to him any more. And he sure as hell ain't calling mom and saying is little brother still alive. my brother was also voted best looking in differewnt schools. And he was prom king. My mom wanted me to get into sports like my brother but i did not want to do that. My brother was very into sports and very competitive. He may be why i feel like i am a piece of ****.

 

[VeganAtheist]

Yea, I'm doing that too. Re-directing my passion from hating things to finding a better way. I wish my parents were not so defeatist, though. The attitude seeps into me and makes me feel "why bother, I'm just going to fail anyway". I love my parents, but not their ideas about money. I need to always remember to separate the people from the ideas. I need to shake this image I have of me in the future as a victim, failing. I just am really struggling to picture myself as successful and believe it.

Sometimes I think to myself, why can't I be interested in practical, real-world things that actually make money, like business, law, or engineering? I'd have a lot easier of a time in life, but then again, if I were interested in those things I'd probably also be interested in swearing, alcoholism, and cigarettes.

It is difficult to separate people from their ideas and I am not sure that is necessarily a bad thing. Their ideas tell you a lot about how that person thinks and who that person is.

You should definitely work on how you perceive yourself and your future. I think most of us in this forum need to work on that. That isn't to say that the belief that you will succeed will guarantee it but at least you don't doom yourself to fail from the start. Compassion towards yourself can help greatly.

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My older bigger brother used to beat me up a lot and the only way i can deal with it is to think i asked for it. Did I? ??????? i think i terorrized him. He was ashamed of me for being gay so i do not talk to him any more. And he sure as hell ain't calling mom and saying is little brother still alive.

Physical violence is [almost] never justified unless in self-defense. You didn't ask for it. Don't blame yourself, the victim. He was being bigoted.

 

[Peaches]

will I be able to completely sacrifice 4/5 months of life for a better future and better paying jobs?

 

[sk66rc]

F U C K ! ! ! ! I hope this screaming kid chokes on his own vomit...!!!

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Ok, that choking thing might have been a bit harsh but I can't really stand screaming kids in public & their parents for letting it happen...

 

[johnny196775]

Yea, I'm doing that too. Re-directing my passion from hating things to finding a better way. I wish my parents were not so defeatist, though. The attitude seeps into me and makes me feel "why bother, I'm just going to fail anyway". I love my parents, but not their ideas about money. I need to always remember to separate the people from the ideas. I need to shake this image I have of me in the future as a victim, failing. I just am really struggling to picture myself as successful and believe it.

Sometimes I think to myself, why can't I be interested in practical, real-world things that actually make money, like business, law, or engineering? I'd have a lot easier of a time in life, but then again, if I were interested in those things I'd probably also be interested in swearing, alcoholism, and cigarettes.

It is difficult to separate people from their ideas and I am not sure that is necessarily a bad thing. Their ideas tell you a lot about how that person thinks and who that person is.

You should definitely work on how you perceive yourself and your future. I think most of us in this forum need to work on that. That isn't to say that the belief that you will succeed will guarantee it but at least you don't doom yourself to fail from the start. Compassion towards yourself can help greatly.

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My older bigger brother used to beat me up a lot and the only way i can deal with it is to think i asked for it. Did I? ??????? i think i terorrized him. He was ashamed of me for being gay so i do not talk to him any more. And he sure as hell ain't calling mom and saying is little brother still alive.

Physical violence is [almost] never justified unless in self-defense. You didn't ask for it. Don't blame yourself, the victim. He was being bigoted.

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He beat me up because he struggled to get the same grades i got in grade school. I never did homework. I was too ADHD. He struggled at his homework nightly. When he pissed me off i would call him an idiot and that would enrage him into hitting me. I have always felt like it was all of my fault. I could never tell a therapist because i felt i deserved it. Now im not so sure. My brother was very competitive. He was voted best looking in high school.

 

[hazey]

i can't focus on what the teacher saying the music in my head is more interesting.

 

[johnny196775]

i think i upset people because they do not talk to me long.

 

[VeganAtheist]

He beat me up because he struggled to get the same grades i got in grade school. I never did homework. I was too ADHD. He struggled at his homework nightly. When he pissed me off i would call him an idiot and that would enrage him into hitting me. I have always felt like it was all of my fault. I could never tell a therapist because i felt i deserved it. Now im not so sure. My brother was very competitive. He was voted best looking in high school.

Yea, it wasn't very nice of you to call him an idiot. Still doesn't mean you deserved to get physically harmed.

 

[hazey]

Drunk posting time. Every since middle school I been a loner. It is what it is. I'm at a club by myself sometimes I get emotional about but then u get over it. I'm still going to have fun regardless. Lol