TheSkaFish
Jedi Guardian
Re-connected with her last week. I tried to keep a neutral mood. The ugly situation is still going on, so the next two times she tried to talk to me I blew her off. I can't stand this stupid game that we have to play, but that's the way it has to be. I wish this hadn't gone the way it did in the first place. Why do you have to be so damn immature to fall for a stereotypical piece of trash, and why do I have to be so stupid that I couldn't get it right. I wish we could go back to how things were a year ago, staying up all night talking. I wish I knew how little time I had to get my act together and be someone worthwhile, so we could have avoided this. I hate this situation and wish I knew it would end and when it does that I'll know what to do, and we'll re-connect and forget all about the scumbag and her being immature and me being angry. We'll start over and do all those things you said you wanted to. I'll wait. If only...