What are you thinking right now?

[Cavey]

Is all this really necessary?

 

[ladyforsaken]

I feel scared.

You okay, Cavey?

 

[Cavey]

I feel scared.

You okay, Cavey?

I just got an appointment through for an invasive medical procedure and it's made everything feel a bit too 'real' for me. I feel a bit like a coward, because part of me wants to run for the door and pretend everything is fine.

 

[ladyforsaken]

I just got an appointment through for an invasive medical procedure and it's made everything feel a bit too 'real' for me. I feel a bit like a coward, because part of me wants to run for the door and pretend everything is fine.

I'm sorry to hear about this. :\

You're not a coward to feel like this. Anyone who feels invaded in any way would have the natural reaction to move away or run. I hope you're okay and it's nothing serious. Anyway, I'll PM you further about this.

 

[Peaches]

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I just got an appointment through for an invasive medical procedure and it's made everything feel a bit too 'real' for me. I feel a bit like a coward, because part of me wants to run for the door and pretend everything is fine.

I'm sorry to hear about this. :\

You're not a coward to feel like this. Anyone who feels invaded in any way would have the natural reaction to move away or run. I hope you're okay and it's nothing serious. Anyway, I'll PM you further about this.

if this procedure happen to be a gastroscopy, let me tell you that I actually run away, (and twice!) with the tube half in my mouth

for that and a colonoscopy, if you feel uneasy about it always ask for anesthesia, they are obliged to give it to you if you require it.

I hope all these exams turn out negative

 

[ladyforsaken]

^Yes.. thankfully for anesthesia... phew.

 

[Cavey]

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I just got an appointment through for an invasive medical procedure and it's made everything feel a bit too 'real' for me. I feel a bit like a coward, because part of me wants to run for the door and pretend everything is fine.

I'm sorry to hear about this. :\

You're not a coward to feel like this. Anyone who feels invaded in any way would have the natural reaction to move away or run. I hope you're okay and it's nothing serious. Anyway, I'll PM you further about this.

if this procedure happen to be a gastroscopy, let me tell you that I actually run away, (and twice!) with the tube half in my mouth

for that and a colonoscopy, if you feel uneasy about it always ask for anesthesia, they are obliged to give it to you if you require it.

I hope all these exams turn out negative

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Thanks for the kind words, ladies. I appreciate them a great deal. I hope they turn out negative too... or at least that they find the problem and it's nothing too serious.

 

[VanillaCreme]

That chicken's never gonna thaw. Tiny bowl, no water, and even still in the bag... Yeah, not gonna correct it though because you're 40 years older than me and should have more sense. Good luck with that.

 

[Outcast]

I'm coming to a point in life where a lot of change is coming fast, not all of it for the better, frankly it makes me nervous. But sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. Maybe it isn't so bad, everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.

 

[thenameIwanthasgone]

I think I have five left. I'm going to go see. I'm also thinking of words that rhyme. Another day gone, but not entirely wasted.

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I think I have five left. I'm going to go see. I'm also thinking of words that rhyme. Another day gone, but not entirely wasted.

I think we're all just talking to ourselves. We don't need Internet for that. here's a smiley Here's another

 

[VanillaCreme]

I think you need to untwist your undies. You told me to make whatever. He never told me what he wanted, and he's usually not even hungry until an hour or so after waking up. If you wanted me to make something, you should have said something instead of huffing and puffing and blowing your house down.

 

[Peaches]

A pass from a 25 years old? what are we looking at here? Fetish? True Love? An "all cats are black in the dark" situation? Very bad eyesight? Or all that money spent in anti wrinkle cremes is finally paying off?
What to do?

 

[TropicalStarfish]

WHO!!?? ba stank...

 

[Peaches]

lonely, lonely sunday… what to do? park? running?

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Uh oh: http://io9.com/psychologists-find-that-nice-people-are-more-likely-to-1597267257

I KNEW that, my mother is one of those

 

[Triple Bogey]

day turned out well. Managed to avoid Captains Day at the golf club (it was cancelled because of heavy rain)
went to practise and the course was empty so I played by myself. Really enjoyed it. No arse hole comments from playing partners !

 

[ladyforsaken]

Tomorrow is my last day at work. Last Thursday and Friday had given me such bittersweet moments to remember by. Sometimes I forget that when you work with younger people, they might look up to you so much that you mean a whole lot to them. It's quite heartbreaking to leave. I'm not awesome or fun or happening like some teachers can be but I have my ways and it gets along well with some kids. I've been so focused on my work anxiety, dealing with such difficult colleagues, and the stress from the work that I forgot what I was there for. The kids. That's the problem. The other things on the job takes up so much of me that I almost have little to none left for the kids.

Someday, I would like to do some volunteer work for youngsters. When I am more settled down with work and living situation, I'll look into it. I realise that I really enjoy being there for people and helping them and just hearing them out, especially when they've got no one who could do that for them.

This is the start of a whole new journey in my life. Maybe I should start writing again.. and document this. Hmm...

 

[Outcast]

Making one person smile can change the world – maybe not the whole world, but their world.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Hey, you, yes you know who you are - just stop harassing me and grow the **** up and **** off!! No matter how many times I explain to you why and what happened in my past - you just refuse to understand so STOP using that against me and the decisions I've made! You don't know a ******* thing about my past and what I've experienced. STOP HARASSING ME!! Just GTFO of my life - seriously. UGH.

 

[painter's radio]

Hey, you, yes you know who you are - just stop harassing me and grow the **** up and **** off!! No matter how many times I explain to you why and what happened in my past - you just refuse to understand so STOP using that against me and the decisions I've made! You don't know a ******* thing about my past and what I've experienced. STOP HARASSING ME!! Just GTFO of my life - seriously. UGH.

All I need is a name, ladyf :club:

 

[user 115627]

*Thump*

...sigh, a live demonstration of the unfairness in the match 'Bird vs. Windshield'. Luckily I was just a pedestrian passing by...but it wasn't a pretty sight either way.