What are you thinking right now?

[johnny196775Again]

there is an option to delete a post but it never works. Why is that?

 

[Volmornu]

I'd kill an ant if it came near me. That's why I equate being viewed "as an ant" with being potentially annihilated; to me, that means this person/thing will kill me if it sees me!

 

[Lacrecia]

I'm sick of being sick lol

 

[Volmornu]

Sooooo... he can threaten to rape and kill a bunch of mentally ill abuse victims, but I get chewed out for calling some people "morons" and saying the word "autocannibalism".

Okay.

 

[TheSkaFish]

$107 in damage so far. And that's the best case scenario, only replacing the most essential books. And I'm going to have to somehow replace all my things sneakily too, because my parents don't believe me that it is mold, and will throw a tantrum if they find out I've been replacing my damaged books. I've looked it up, it's mold for sure. All the bad signs are there. There's moisture on the inside of my window every morning. My friend's book was really ruined. Slimy to the touch, with black spots inside that smeared. Yup. That's mold all right.

I now have to hope it doesn't get at anything else while I am replacing the books. I really hope nothing else is ruined.

It's like a ******* fire. Pardon my French, but **** you, mold. **** you.

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Any book lovers out there, does anyone have a way to store books in a moist environment without them getting moldy? I can't really store them anywhere else, either. My room, which I share half of, is all the space I've got to work with. The only thing I can think of is to store them in a sealed plastic tub. I'd been storing them in my closet, but unfortunately my closet is right next to a poorly sealed window which lets moisture into the room. This must be why my books are all ****** up. I don't want to just not have books anymore, but I don't know what to do here.

 

[beautiful loser]

$107 in damage so far. And that's the best case scenario, only replacing the most essential books. And I'm going to have to somehow replace all my things sneakily too, because my parents don't believe me that it is mold, and will throw a tantrum if they find out I've been replacing my damaged books. I've looked it up, it's mold for sure. All the bad signs are there. There's moisture on the inside of my window every morning. My friend's book was really ruined. Slimy to the touch, with black spots inside that smeared. Yup. That's mold all right.

I now have to hope it doesn't get at anything else while I am replacing the books. I really hope nothing else is ruined.

It's like a ******* fire. Pardon my French, but **** you, mold. **** you.

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Any book lovers out there, does anyone have a way to store books in a moist environment without them getting moldy? I can't really store them anywhere else, either. My room, which I share half of, is all the space I've got to work with. The only thing I can think of is to store them in a sealed plastic tub. I'd been storing them in my closet, but unfortunately my closet is right next to a poorly sealed window which lets moisture into the room. This must be why my books are all ****** up. I don't want to just not have books anymore, but I don't know what to do here.

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Try to get some silica gel packets and put them in the tubs...they will absorb moisture. I don't use tubs but I put them in cardboard boxes and tape every single flap with packing tape and even over do it with a few strips, so nothing can get into the box (I'm sure your tubs will be fine).

I've had books in similar situations that survived mold and any silverfish that tried to get into the boxes. I'm talking about had them in boxes for a few years and they were in good condition when I opened them.

 

[Peaches]

first wash the walls with ammonia (then water of course), then you can repaint the area with anti-mold paint, it shouldn't be very expensive, it lasts a few months before the mold gets through.

http://www.wikihow.com/Clean-Black-Mold

Anyway, I wish your parents did something about that, because that is really not healthy for you to live near mold like that.

 

[TheSkaFish]

first wash the walls with ammonia (then water of course), then you can repaint the area with anti-mold paint, it shouldn't be very expensive, it lasts a few months before the mold gets through.

http://www.wikihow.com/Clean-Black-Mold

Anyway, I wish your parents did something about that, because that is really not healthy for you to live near mold like that.

Eh, that's going to be more than I'd be allowed to do, unfortunately. I wish something would be done about this too, but it won't. They have to be the decision-makers, no one else can suggest an idea. Also, no one knows what to do and we can't pay anyone to do it either, so that's that. It sucks.

Try to get some silica gel packets and put them in the tubs...they will absorb moisture. I don't use tubs but I put them in cardboard boxes and tape every single flap with packing tape and even over do it with a few strips, so nothing can get into the box (I'm sure your tubs will be fine).

That may be a more feasible solution. I have a plastic tub that I'm sure would hold all my books. I'd just need to get some silica gel packets then. I hope I can get this under control before any more books get ruined...there's quite a few favorites wrecked already.

 

[Rainbows]

I have never felt so hurt, humiliated and used before as I do now. You can keep on apologising but what you did was cruel. Just cruel.
It takes a whole lot to make me cry in public - but I cried for 3 hours straight. Three hours. Three hours when I was surrounded by 20K people. People I know, people I dislike, people I like. How could you. I hate people. I'm done trying.

But a big thank you to the people who comforted me and held me.

 

[user 108508]

Ask for a deletion- it suddenly takes forever.

You're leaving?

Yup

You have my info, you better keep in touch :club:

Run wild and free, BC - you have my details, too. I'll miss you!

 

[Peaches]

So many misguided people in the world who do bad things, and greedy leaders to suck money from them and push them into hurting others. I feel like throwing up.

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I am now reading about the term Narcissism. And it describes me in a lot of ways. Knowing that could be the first step in fixing that.

Thank you everybody.

personally I find that mild depression has the same effect as narcissism, except for the nice fuzzy feeling

 

[VeganAtheist]

I want her back. Assuming she felt the same, getting back together with her would probably be the dumbest thing I could ever do to myself..... I am not a smart man, though.
*shrug*

 

[VanillaCreme]

Ask for a deletion- it suddenly takes forever.

I returned your message about it more than a few days ago and you hadn't said anything about it since. People change their minds quite a bit, so I didn't think much of it. Best of luck to you.



Every time I listen to Brian McKnight, I really believe that I can play piano. Then I remember that I can play Twinkle Twinkle Little Star at best. :rolleyes2:

 

[TheSkaFish]

Try to get some silica gel packets and put them in the tubs...they will absorb moisture. I don't use tubs but I put them in cardboard boxes and tape every single flap with packing tape and even over do it with a few strips, so nothing can get into the box (I'm sure your tubs will be fine).

I've had books in similar situations that survived mold and any silverfish that tried to get into the boxes. I'm talking about had them in boxes for a few years and they were in good condition when I opened them.

How many silica gel packets did you put into the boxes? Do you empty the them out or leave them in the little packets? I'm going to use a fairly large tub and I want to make sure nothing gets in there.

Oh, and where do you buy them anyway?

 

[Purple Reign]

I have an illogical fear of silica gel packets. Also, I'm freezing and can't get warm right now. (I'm sorry. I feel like I'm interrupting, but those are things I'm thinking right now.)

 

[edgecrusher]

That's all I needed to hear, something to remind me how out of place I am. There has to be someone out there.....

 

[VanillaCreme]

What the ****... Half of these nilla wafers are burnt. I'm glad I didn't make a banana pudding with them. Gonna eat 'em anyway, though.

 

[ladyforsaken]

I miss you... :\

 

[Cavey]

None of this is the way things were 'meant' to be. Bleh. It's pointless even thinking about it or the bad decisions that led me here, because it is impossible to go back in time and rectify them. This place is becoming just another excuse that I use to procrastinate a little longer - somewhere I come when I know there's something much more important, but much more difficult to achieve, to be done.

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

I wonder. If I tried making a Christmas turkey for a homeless person and gave it to the person while he/ she's sleeping and tiptoe away giggling and watch the reaction while hidden, would that be pulling a prank while doing something kind?