Gotta start writing my paper again.
Outcast said:
You know it sucks when people talk you up like they think you're the best person ever then disappear a few days later, never to be seen or heard from again. I guess all those conversations were meaningless. Sometimes saying nothing hurts worse.
(hugs) People's words and actions often do not line-up.
Alma lost her spoon said:
Damnit I got so excited I forgot to cross my Ts & dot my Is...so to speak.
*must try harder
So did I, but oddly enough that saved me.
Rodent said:
mmmm
Too many people are like this. I mean, like the person in the blue shirt. "I'm busy" is a response I get a lot from people in real life, especially my classmates whenever I ask to hang out with them.
Me: Want to do homework together?
Them: No, sorry, going to go swimming
Me: Okay. Have fun.
Me: want to hang out this weekend?
Them: Oh, no, I have homework and other plans.
Me: Okay, have a nice weekend.
Me: Want to cook Greek Food again during Spring Break?
Them: Maybe, we'll see.
Me: Okay
Me: *unloads stuff*
Them: Oh, I need to go get lunch.
Me: Okay. Have a nice lunch, sorry to have kept you.
Me: *texts them a bit later thanking them for listening to me*
Them: *No response*
Me: …*realizes they probably didn't give a **** about what I had to say, and probably didn't want to listen in the first place*
Me: *texts a girl who says she'd love to hang out and do hw together*
Them: *doesn't respond to my text*
Me: *to self* Okay then, everybody. I care about you too… :/
I wish I didn't need/want people…wish I was different. More independent, less negative emotions.
Cavey said:
I'm burning up and I can't breathe very well, but I'm still just thinking that this is awesome news...
Feel better soon cavey.
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