What are you thinking right now?

[Cavey]

I am sorry to say this but i can not the handle negativity that is here.

There's lots of positivity here too - you've just got to decide which one to focus on. Also, for some people, this is the only place they have to vent their negative feelings - and I would much rather they did that than held it inside.

When I first came here, I hated it when anyone was overly negative and I would think "Why can't they just keep it to themselves?", but I've grown to realise that this is what ALL is for - it's so we all have somewhere that is safe where we can speak our deepest thoughts without the fear of judgement.

I like having you here, Johnny, so please don't let it all get too much for you.

 

[Triple Bogey]

I am sorry to say this but i can not the handle negativity that is here.

It's always going to be like that.

 

[johnny196775Again]

no to peaches.

thanks user 130057, that does make a lot of sense.

and thank you triplebogey.

 

[jd7]

Ex found a reason to make her "debut" at my family's Christmas. So easy to see through the manipulations when you know someone better than she knows herself.

"Look at all the weight I've lost! I feel fabulous!"

Nope. You're still ugly. It was never the weight. It was the lack of a soul. Totes still ugly. LOL

U - G - L - Y - You ain't got no alibi .....

Ok, I'm done...

 

[ladyforsaken]

I have so many things on my mind. I wanna talk about them but they make me cry. And crying makes me headache worse. And my eyes will hurt more. And my heart will ache too.

Have so much on my mind.. my health.. my dad.. money.. keeping the roof over our heads.. my health.. people.. what's wrong with my health. Just get it over and done with.

I'm going to take some time to reply to PMs so I hope those affected will understand. Sometimes we just need the right frame of mind to respond properly and I'd rather give a good proper reply than one that isn't. I do appreciate all of you on this forum.

Im sure everyone will understand. Sometimes I wa days to return a PM so I can respond with more than six words.

I totally agree with you.

(I just wish I was dead, it's all my fault)

*hugs* I love you, Peaches. I would never wish for you to be dead.

Everything's breaking.

I hope you're okay and hope you can find the strength to hang in there. You're one of the strongest people I know inside out. You know I'm here if you ever need to let it loose a little. *hugs*

I am sorry to say this but i can not the handle negativity that is here.

I can understand, Johnny. Like what user 130057 said, sometimes we have to focus on the good that helps. Hope you'll feel better soon.

 

[mountainvista]

Well, the crazies certainly decide to come out this afternoon. With one of our last patients, I'm shocked and kind of appalled that the doc didn't call EMS to have him taken to the Psych ED. Um, hello. He was talking about harming himself and others. When I was going over his med instructions, he was mumbling about assaulting nurses.

If this comes back to harm us, I am so ******* suing that place.

 

[Peaches]

what should I do with my stupid life?

 

[SophiaGrace]

what should I do with my stupid life?

Become a paid poster at ALL?

 

[Rainbows]

I think I had a good evening...

 

[ladyforsaken]

Just when I thought I have made connections with one or two people, it's either they just vanish over long periods of time, or forever.. or I end up being the 2nd option or even last, because they either don't like talking to me anymore, or they find someone better to talk to.

I'm supposed to accept this, right? There's nothing wrong with this, it's human nature to lean towards what or who you feel connected to and like.

Right.

I think it's time I make my way back to my corner and back into my shell.. and just keep it all to myself. Safer that way, I don't put myself up for hurt, neither do I bother others with my honeysuckle.

Back to accepting that my life is meant to be spent alone, that I won't be able to make deep enough connections and that I can't open up to others. Thank you to all who has given me the experience at least. I wish everyone the best.

That said, I'll still be there for people. For what it's worth.

 

[jd7]

Okay...these cashews don't even taste like cashews...but they look like cashews...perhaps, the market has been flooded with artificially-flavored cashews-like snacks.

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Please don't let those chocolate people call back today. I don-wanna-go..

 

[mountainvista]

For Christmas, I got us a boxed set of 14 Hitchcock classics for our Movie Nights. I'm breaking into the set now and watching one of my favorites, "Rope."

Cozied up on the couch with my Fogchaser coffee and a good movie.

 

[jd7]

My cat is being incredibly emotionally codependent this morning. He is curled up next to me, making what could only be described as "love sounds" while frequently reaching with his paw over onto my tricep to make sure I'm still there. Haha

 

[mountainvista]

My cat is being incredibly emotionally codependent this morning. He is curled up next to me, making what could only be described as "love sounds" while frequently reaching with his paw over onto my tricep to make sure I'm still there. Haha

lol Our tuxedo cat does that arm-tapping thing too. It's adorable!

 

[ladyforsaken]

My cat is being incredibly emotionally codependent this morning. He is curled up next to me, making what could only be described as "love sounds" while frequently reaching with his paw over onto my tricep to make sure I'm still there. Haha

lol Our tuxedo cat does that arm-tapping thing too. It's adorable!

My heart melts when I see things like this... so adorable.

 

[Nuzzy Nuz]

My cat is being incredibly emotionally codependent this morning. He is curled up next to me, making what could only be described as "love sounds" while frequently reaching with his paw over onto my tricep to make sure I'm still there. Haha

I miss my kitten.. someone had stolen him..

 

[mountainvista]

Looking forward to Salon Day.

 

[Serenia]

So you want to know what is wrong and why I don't want to be friends after you send me a picture of that!!

 

[jd7]

I have a dreadful sense that my phone is going to begin ringing in less than ten minutes and continue for the next 48 hours. I sincerely hope I'm wrong...

 

[Littlesecret]

Well.......give yourself a round of applause, you've set yourself a new world record by breaking a present one day after receiving it. I loved it so much.