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Peaches said:
TheSkaFish said:
ladyforsaken said:
On another thought: Yes! Home alone for a few hours. I feel like such a teenager.

Party at LadyF's!!!!! Yeah!!! I'll bring the brews.

Who's got the fireworks????
^ that's a great idea --

It sure is! Something to cheer us all up by. I take it you will be bringing the fireworks, eh? Something like this, perhaps?



She-ra said:
^ Ooo can I come? I can bbq fishsticks :D 🙊

Welcome aboard! Barbecued fishsticks.... I'm surprised I haven't thought to do this yet! That sounds like a wonderful flavor combination.

LadyF has no idea what she started here, at least until people and brews and fireworks and fishsticks start to show up :p
 
What a day it's been. So much **** to deal with and now I have a freakin headache.

On another thought.... I think you really need to stop deluding yourself and think that everything in this world is a bed of roses, and that everything is all about you and that you're always right. Well, newsflash: You're wrong. Life is not always going to be peachy and acknowledging that is the best way to go rather than being delusional about it. With that mindset, it's not gonna get you far in life.

On another other thought.... I'm really disappointed at how you've dealt with all this. So many months down the road and you have not changed one bit. Of course you will not take the fall. You think what you did was justified. Oh, where was my place in all of that? You don't even think about how it has affected me, not one bit it seems. How sad. How disappointing. Thank you, for actually validating my lack of faith in the majority of humanity.

TheSkaFish said:
Welcome aboard! Barbecued fishsticks.... I'm surprised I haven't thought to do this yet! That sounds like a wonderful flavor combination.

LadyF has no idea what she started here, at least until people and brews and fireworks and fishsticks start to show up :p

Whoa. Party at my place? Did it already come and go? I was in my room the entire time. :p

By the way Ska, those are not ordinary fishsticks. Here.

Cavey said:
She-ra said:
^ Ooo can I come? I can bbq fishsticks :D 🙊

Can I co...

Wait a minute. My brain is trying to tell me something. I've heard of this barbecue before! I should avoid this soiree.

Oh no no. You probably had a dream or something about that. You're always welcome. No, actually, you must come.
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Maybe I should exchange my wings with my Wingman. Hmm, Would be fun to fly wearing those wings for a change, All I have are these Dragon wings they weight like Several kilo tons.
 
Having random teenagers and kids saying hello to me is still an utterly confusing experience. From a pragmatic point of view I was actually greeted more often than I was ridiculed...woohoo.
 
LadyFishsticks said:
Cavey said:
She-ra said:
^ Ooo can I come? I can bbq fishsticks :D 🙊

Can I co...

Wait a minute. My brain is trying to tell me something. I've heard of this barbecue before! I should avoid this soiree.

Oh no no. You probably had a dream or something about that. You're always welcome. No, actually, you must come.
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Oo! A special invite! I wonder what they've got planned for me? Hugs and fairy cakes I'll wager! Perhaps a performing unicorn! I can't wait!
 
One down, now for the psa count next week.


Cavey said:
LadyFishsticks said:
Cavey said:
She-ra said:
^ Ooo can I come? I can bbq fishsticks :D 🙊

Can I co...

Wait a minute. My brain is trying to tell me something. I've heard of this barbecue before! I should avoid this soiree.

Oh no no. You probably had a dream or something about that. You're always welcome. No, actually, you must come.
smiley-devil05.gif
smiley-taunt003.gif
smiley-taunt006.gif

Oo! A special invite! I wonder what they've got planned for me? Hugs and fairy cakes I'll wager! Perhaps a performing unicorn! I can't wait!

Hugs and fairycakes that can be arranged. Hmmm yes thats what you will get *follow with evil laugh* :D
 
well, true colors emerged - cry for one day, then keep moving on, so much time and heartbreak saved, good girl
 
"You're an adult now." oh just shut up and stop telling me what you think I should and shouldn't do while simultaneously talking down to me and invalidating my reaction to my grandfather's death. No, I don't want to go to his funeral. And no, you don't seem to "get" how mentally and emotionally fragile I can become when someone I love dies.

sigh. Early start tomorrow and a long drive towards where my grandparents live.
 
^ I am so so sorry to hear about your grandfather :( :( if you don't want to go you don't have to - just think about what your grandfather would have preferred
 
HoodedMonk said:
"You're an adult now." oh just shut up and stop telling me what you think I should and shouldn't do while simultaneously talking down to me and invalidating my reaction to my grandfather's death. No, I don't want to go to his funeral. And no, you don't seem to "get" how mentally and emotionally fragile I can become when someone I love dies.

sigh. Early start tomorrow and a long drive towards where my grandparents live.

I'm so sorry. And no, don't go if you don't want to. I'm sure, if he knew you well, he'd understand. I went to my grandmother's, probably only because I didn't know what else to do. However, I didn't want one last view of her. Not because I didn't love her, but because she was so done up (although very pretty as she always was), I felt like that's not the mommom I knew. My mom tried to make me view her, but someone stopped her - I forget who and I wish I remembered. Don't do anything you're not comfortable with and never regret your reason why.



What I'm thinking now is that I'd like to finish this show and then finish sleeping because people wake me up.

Also, I really do want to cook for Gordon Ramsay just so he can yell at me. I truly want to know what it feels like. I don't think I'd cry or be upset. I'd relish in it. I'd absorb it, like lotion into my skin. And I'm pretty sure he'd like my cooking anyway. What people don't seem to notice about him is that he seems to enjoy homestyle, soul food cooking.
 
HoodedMonk said:
"You're an adult now." oh just shut up and stop telling me what you think I should and shouldn't do while simultaneously talking down to me and invalidating my reaction to my grandfather's death. No, I don't want to go to his funeral. And no, you don't seem to "get" how mentally and emotionally fragile I can become when someone I love dies.

sigh. Early start tomorrow and a long drive towards where my grandparents live.

Losing loved ones is very painful, I hope you are holding yourself together.
 
this swimming course is killing me - although finally after three years of slacking I will be very fit again
 
For 13 years I kept hold of you and when I finally gave up hope of your story ever reaching a conclusion, you go and announce part 3...
 
Some people are just so full of ****. Some people are two-faced hypocrites who say one thing in front of everyone else, but then they behave like nothing but emotional and energy bloodsuckers in person. Such deceit.

HoodedMonk said:
"You're an adult now." oh just shut up and stop telling me what you think I should and shouldn't do while simultaneously talking down to me and invalidating my reaction to my grandfather's death. No, I don't want to go to his funeral. And no, you don't seem to "get" how mentally and emotionally fragile I can become when someone I love dies.

sigh. Early start tomorrow and a long drive towards where my grandparents live.

I'm terribly sorry for your loss, HM. Hope you can gather enough strength to keep strong and hope you'll find peace in your time of loss. Like what Nilla said, don't do what you're not comfortable with doing. You don't need to explain to anyone else if they can't understand it. *hugs*
 

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