Now I have two problems to dwell on that I can't do anything about. Oh joy. I lost my wallet which contained my social security card, birth certificate, identification cards, debit card and library card. I will get all that stuff back so I'm not going to dwell on that if I can help it. Moving on. I hate people in general but it's hard for me not to get infatuated with some people. Someone I'm infatuated with now is awfully close to someone that I strongly dislike. I don't like this and it burns seeing them interact. I don't even want the one I'm infatuated with, not even as a friend. I just hate to see them enjoying each other's company. It's a nasty type of envy. I don't get it. I could probably be that buddy-buddy with the one I'm infatuated with except I can't really stand them either.