I'm sorry you feel that you need to cut all of us off. I'm guessing what I have to say doesn't matter to you, so I'm just not going to bother. I was going to try and send a message through by someone you know, tell them to tell you to remember the fun times of our childhood - Disney World, Wildwood, the Atlantic City boardwalk, Smithville (aka, Wicca town), all of our fun birthday parties - but I see there's no point now. You're adamant about wiping away your life and writing a new one, and I'm not one to stop anyone from doing that. I think it's unfortunate that you feel the need to push aside people who don't fit into the perfection you want to see your life in. That because we don't do as you want or fit a certain role or mold in your life, you want to swipe us away like we didn't even exist. It's unfortunate, but if that's what you really want to do, then let it be so. If you really don't want us in your life, then I'll leave you be. That's what you want, that's what you'll get.